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Thursday, October 12, 2006
10/12/2006 09:09:00 AM

I am wondering if this is the kind of life that I wish to pursue as a career. I chose to venture into the legal line (because I couldn’t decide what I wanted), for a start as law student in polytechnic, and then now, as a paralegal. As I moved towards what I want (though presently I am handicapped – have to paused my journey towards that degree), questions like “Are you sure this is what you really want?”, “No regrets?”, “What if you can’t get it?”, “Why waste your time on something which you are unsure of?” keep flashing into my mind.

Nevertheless, I have to make a promise to myself that the questions above are not going to stop me from moving on. Even if in the end I don’t see the result or the world I imagine, at least the journey is completed. Full stop.

Like many of my friends, my life is crammed with trials after trials. Just when I thought I could finally work and start saving for my future studies, my father was diagnosed with cancer, and I have not saved a penny since the past 5 months when I started working. Yet I thanked God that this crisis has brought my family closer and made us stronger and better people.

In the past when I prayed, I asked for many things, mostly shallow stuffs and at times, childish. Now, all I asked from God is peace and health for all. When I demand less, I am much happier than I used to be.

Whatever that lies ahead in my future is bleak and anonymous. I have no maps for the destination. I have no compass for the directions. The only thing I have is a torchlight, which shines my path such that even though I’m lost, I won’t walk in the darkness. To my dear friends and whom it may concern, we are on the same boat but each of us has that torchlight. Don’t ever think that you don’t own one. Search deep within your pockets, your bags, your wardrobe, your bookshelves and yourself.

And the torchlight is just there, within your reach. Use it wisely.

... seen through it and moved on.