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Thursday, December 30, 2004
12/30/2004 07:43:00 PM

Channel 5 will not be telecasting the nation's countdown due to the Tsunami.

This means I won't get to watch the Singapore Idols performing.

But I'm not disappointed at all.

The Tsunami wrecking neighbouring countries are making those people fear. Others are living in a life of jeopardy and how could we even have the mood for a celebration?

If you are any groupies complaining and groaning because you won't be able to see your Sly or Taufik on TV, go see your mother or father.Or go iron your school uniforms. If your maids or mother had already done that for you, then go iron your textbooks or knock your head against the wall.

When I saw those pictures of deaths, I was appalled and speechless.

Terrible.

If stopping a number of television programs could put a stop to these sufferings, I don't mind Channel 5 and Channel 8 close down for good.

It'd be contradicting for us to be happliy having fun upon the birth of 2005 while outsiders are mourning over the deaths of their close ones and dreading the worst.

May God hear every of our prayers and bless everyone with his riches in the glory.

I have no mood for happy entries.

... seen through it and moved on.

Wednesday, December 29, 2004
12/29/2004 10:07:00 AM

This is for all victims who perished under the tidal wave.

I realised how lucky we Singaporeans are.

Neighbouring countries are worrying about their lives.

And here in this little country, we are sheltered from all these dangers.

Now I see, stress in school, work and family are actually peanuts compared to those living in fear. So be glad that every day, you live to see the sunrise and get to enjoy the sunset.


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... seen through it and moved on.

Monday, December 27, 2004
12/27/2004 11:00:00 PM

Somebody please stab my head.

Somebody please.

SOMEBODY PLEASE!!!!!!

STAB MY HEAD!!!!!!!

I got a BIG FAT ZERO for my letter to vendor's solicitors!!

Cos I wrote 'Ms Chin Boh Eng & Partners' as 'Ms Chin Bo Eng & Partners'. Did not notice the 'h' despite the fact I checked it many times before handing it in. :(

Stupid mistake.

Fatal error.

Ms Ng says she can't give marks even if my contents are correct.

Because in the first place, in the given scenario there is no such law firm known as 'Ching Bo Eng & Partners'!! If this mistake happens in a real-life situation, there wouldn't be a deal at all. -.-''

The same problem goes to my cheque. Spelling mistake of firm's name.

Another juicy zero.

Bloody Chin Bo Eng!! Really make ling peh chin bo eng!!

But well, its my mistake. OB says human always blame on external factors if they ever err.

So now I'm not going to. Its my fault for the sad loss of marks.

20 wonderful marks gone like the wind.

A very precious lesson learnt.

Thank you God.

For giving me this lesson as one of my christmas presents.

I mean it (It isn't supposed to be sarcastic) cos I've learnt to be more careful next time.

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OMG.

Many of my friends and family around are falling sick due to the flu bug.

Everybody do get well soon!!

:)

... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, December 26, 2004
12/26/2004 10:05:00 AM

On Christmas Eve, I spent my evening at my Aunt's house for a small gathering with family, friends and some people whom I don't know. At around 5, I met my Sis and Auntie to go buy the presents needed for the gift exchange later and also bought a log cake. For the gift, I bought something I really like just in case I got my present during the draw.

The BBQ was held in the kicthen of my Aunt's house. Yes, in the kicthen!! Don't ask me how we did it but we really have a BBQ feast indoor. My Aunt's friends were strumming the guitar and singing church songs as we helped make the food.

Time sort of flies and at my Aunt's house, there's a plate of bee hoon that needs to be finished. But my cousins and I were too full by then. So, we played the 'Zhong Ji Mi Ma' and whoever gotcha had to take a spoonful of the bee hoon. As the game was rather fun, we proceeded on to bet with the plate of malay rice and alas! Those over-concerned adults who were worried we might die from eating too much put a stop to the game. Boohoo. Game over. >.<

Haha! I was the host for the gift exchange thing..I didn't get back my own present. Instead, I got a Christmas glass ball display. I don't know how to describe but its that kind where transparent liquid is filled in the glass ball all you need is to overturn it for the snowy effect. Not bad cos that reminds me of Christmas.

Aftering counting down to Christmas, Sis and I returned home, tired.

And woohoo! I'm rather happy cos on a Christmas Eve morning, my inspirations for a christmas story finally came back. Knowing I'm late but still, I decided to head on with the fic since this festive season is only once a year. LOL. :) Maybe I should use that for my children book too.
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/sly_christmas/

On the day of Christmas itself, heavy flu struck me for staying up too late the previous night. So, all I did that day is stay at home, having no mood to head out. What a special way of spending Christmas but I need to get well before the hectic 6 hour conveyancing session on Monday!! And now yeah.. I'm well. Haha. ^^,

And to those who have been trying to contact me for the past two days (I don't know if there were any), I'm sorry I didn't pick up. Not that I don't want to but my handphone was jammed and I couldn't sent messages nor call. So I just off it. Guess my handphone has always been on for ages and that explains why it's going 'crazy'.

:)

... seen through it and moved on.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004
12/22/2004 11:00:00 PM

Finally... finally after a long while of searching, I have found it!! Thank you Jesus. :) :

THE POLAR EXPRESS SOUNDTRACK LYRICS
When Christmas Comes To Town - MATTHEW HALL AND MEAGAN MOORE

La la la la ...
I'm wishing on a star
And trying to believe
That even though it's far
He'll find me at Christmas Eve
I guess Santa is busy
Cause he never comes around
I think of him when Christmas comes to town

The best time of the year
When everyone comes home
With all this Christmas tear
It's hard to be alone
Putting up the Christmas tree
With friends you come around
It's so much fun when Christmas comes to town

Presents for the children wrapped & packed in red and green
All the things I've heard about, but never really see
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way

Presents for the children wrapped & packed in red and green
All the things I've heard about, but never really see
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way

When Santa's sleigh bells ring
I listen all around
The herald angels sing
I never hear a sound
And all the dreams of children
Once lies will all be found
That's all I want when Christmas comes to town
That's all I want when Christmas comes to town

:)



... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004
12/21/2004 10:27:00 PM

Okay, some crappy lines I created:

WARNING: DON'T PLAGIARISE MY WORK! ASK FOR PERMISSION! HAHA.

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- Glory comes like wind but goes as fast as breeze.

- Wisdom enhances life but wisdom without humbility makes no difference from a rainbow without its colours.

- Fame is nothing but empty joy you will soon lost once your sun sets.

- No flower blooms forever, just like nothing lasts an eternity.

:)

... seen through it and moved on.

12/21/2004 10:18:00 PM

How come some people need to tell others they are happy?

Afraid that others won't know your joy?

I mean, when one is truly happy, he or she need not have to tell anyone.

Because those happiness would be written all over your face and others can just spot it at one glance.

One can't hide their joys.

Just like one can't pretend they are jubilant when they are really not.

Because at one look, people can tell if one is genuinely happy.

... seen through it and moved on.

Monday, December 20, 2004
12/20/2004 11:53:00 AM

A little mouse living on a farm was looking through a crack in the wall one day and saw the farmer and his wife opening a package.

The mouse was intrigued by what food the package may contain. He was aghast to discover that it was a mousetrap. The mouse ran to the farmyard warning everyone "there is a mouse trap in the house, there is a mouse trap in the house."

The chicken raised his head and said "Mr. Mouse, I can tell you this trap is a grave concern to you, but it has no consequence to me and I cannot be bothered with it."

The mouse turned to the pig "I am so very sorry Mr. Mouse, but the trap is no concern of mine either!"

The mouse then turned to the bull; "sounds like you have a problem Mr. Mouse, but not one that concerns me."

The mouse returned to the house, head down and dejected that no one would help him or has concerned about his dilemma.

He knew he had to face the trap on his own. That night the sound of a trap catching its prey was heard throughout the house. The farmer's wife rushed to see what was caught. In the darkness she could not see caught.

The snake bit the farmer's wife.

The wife caught a bad fever and the farmer knew the best way to treat a fever was with chicken soup. The farmer took his hatchet to the farmyard to get the soup's main ingredient.

The wife got sicker and friends and neighbors came by to take turns sitting with her round the clock.

The farmer knew he had to feed them, so he butchered the pig.

The farmer wife did not get better, in fact she died and so many friends and family came to her funeral that the farmer had to slaughter the bull to feed all of them.

So the next time we hear that one of our teammates is affecting us, let us remember that when anyone of us is in trouble, we are all at risk.


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Things I want to add:

Let the selfish nature of human being vanish.
Don't act selfishly just because you may think this is human nature.
You can change that if you want.
Let us rule our own mind.
And not to let our mind rule us.

... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, December 19, 2004
12/19/2004 01:44:00 PM

..* Amazing Grace

Amazing grace, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was blind but now am found
Was blind but now I see

It was grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come
Tis grace hath bro't me safe thus far
And grace will lead me home

How sweet the name of Jesus sounds
In a believer's ear
It soothes his sorrows, heals the wounds
And drives away his fear

Must Jesus bear the cross alone
And all the world go free
No, there's a cross for everyone
And there's a cross for me
 

... seen through it and moved on.

Saturday, December 18, 2004
12/18/2004 11:10:00 PM

I have a happy day today. Together with my cousin, sis and I went to Jack's Place for our lunch and man, we ordered many food and eat till we drop. LOL. It was also fun and stress-reliving walking around East Point. That place is rather calm and peaceful, unlike the almost chaotic TM and boring CS.

Bought a lot of things with my pay. Woo Hoo!! I just couldn't resisit spending money and getting tempted by those attractive stuffs!! I stumbled upon those very cute Looney Tunes characters examination pad at popular and gosh!! I fell in love with the baby Sylvester ones! Bought both the designs. Haha I'm influenced by the real Sly. Gonna save up and buy a sylvester (looney tunes cat) soft toy!! ^^,

Next, we dropped by Sembawang music store and alas!! The as-huge-as-shoebox package of twins lastest album captured my attention!! Its the limited edition and the shop only has 2. Since that album composed of their past best hits and some new songs, I bought the album without much hesitation. Woah, till now, I still love the big box.

Twins' songs rocks. I love the calmness and jolity their music brings. Too bad I don't really know Cantonese but hey, there's the lyrics to help.

My 13 year old cousin bought an album too. Its worth a note cos that's the first album he ever bought in his life!! Jay Chou's album!! Meaningful indeed. ^^,

Things I spent on today...



..* The Twins Album


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..* Baby Sylvester Examination Pad
CUTE!! ^^,


... seen through it and moved on.

12/18/2004 02:16:00 AM

This week has finally come to a conclusion upon the start of its weekend. I can't believe I actually have a fruitful and meaningful week! Learnt many things in school and also about life. Oh my God I can't believe I'm liking school!! This feeling has been missing for a long long time. :) The sense of fufillment is there and that's what matters most.

But in addition, some things are still out of place and I'm trying to move on. I understand life don't always go the way I want it to be and I'm trying to adapt to the new class and a class without a friend of mine. Come on, I'm not the director. Either God or fate is writing the script and I'm only allowed to play it out. Guess I will just leave it to where the story leads me to. But hopefully, it will be somewhere good.

I can't help it but sometimes during Thursday and Friday nights, things do get weird. I mean, life without Singapore Idol means no watching Ch5 and suffering jitters from the results show.

Getting all tensed up in anticipation of the results, sms-ing to vote, cheering for those contestants and engaging in forums discussions had been a routine for the last 2 months. So now with the end of the whole show, it seems so empty.

But one good thing is that those hectic school work and the many things to learn will keep me busy. Kudos!

The next task to handle: Letter to Client for Conveyancing Law.

We need to create a name for our law firm when typing that letter. I'm rather delighted about that cos it means I can name whatever name I want for my 'law-firm'. LOL. I have the following choices for the names of my firm :

1) Sly & Fik Partners
2) Jay & Chou Partners
3) Sim, Siang & Long
4) Sim & Batisah Partners
5) Sylvester & Tweety Partners

After consideration, I decided to use 'Sim & Batisah Partners' as my firm's name. Guess it sounds more professional. HAHAHAHA!!!

Christmas is on the way. Wondering what to do but I guess I will just stay at home and do some writing. Have been wanting to start a story on Christmas but since I doubt I can finish it on time, that plan is 'abandoned'.

Perhaps this special occasion, I hope to meet up some of my friends. Yeah, some. Not all. Cos for the rest I don't really wish to see their faces. I hate crowded places and huge gatherings which makes me sort of regret a decision I have made. But hey, I didn't really make any promises yet so I guess I can back out.

I want to be with just a friend or two this coming season. Juts a meet up to talk and catch up with each other.

This Christmas shouldn't be all about fun.

Besides fun, there must also be peace.

I'm sad at those sufferings under war and riots.

I guess the best Christmas gift Santa could ever give me is world peace.

... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, December 16, 2004
12/16/2004 01:50:00 PM

I guess no matter what I do, I must be in the mind set of 'I can do it' instead of fearing how difficult or uncertain things can get. With an 'I can do it' mind, I believe I will overcome all obstacles that trips me over.

List of I CANs:
I CAN attend all lectures and tutorials without fail.
I CAN be as happy as I want to be.
I CAN see the brighter side of things despite my darkest hours.
I CAN be strong and brave.
I CAN rely on myself and not depend on others.
I CAN be reliable and responsible.
I CAN do well in my academics if I put in effort.
I CAN prepare my work in advance.
I CAN be in control of my life.

I CAN do it.

And I MUST do it.

Things are currently on track for me and I hope this continues. Start of the new term has been fruitful and I learnt new things. It makes me look forward to attending lessons because I know I won't leave class with an empty brain.

Hopefully in time to come, I would learn even more stuffs. :)

... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004
12/14/2004 11:54:00 PM

I was dropping by those blogs of my friends and realised they don't seem to post entries as often now. Times flies especially we got busier these days. Come to think of it, I have only 2 more semesters left before stepping into the working world. Growing up isn't all about accepting more challenges and learning from defeat. There's so much more to it I just can't figure out.

The distant between me and them is drifting as time passes. Things just aren't the same anymore. When I read about their lives, I realised I'm no longer playing a part of it. Different from those days we still see each other often, I was just like reading someone's story and being a watching audience. I no longer play any roles in their stories just like they don't have a role in mine either.

We hate and are afraid to admit.. but yes, the gap is getting wider.

It wasn't anyone's fault. Fate has lead us to different places and packed our daily lives with different stuffs. Everyone has something to be busied with sometimes, its so impossible to even drop in a line for a word of hi.

When I read about their troubles, I found out I can't really capture how they are feeling and therefore, find no words/ways to comfort them. It resembled a thick wall in between us. In return, they can't sense my sadness/joy though they would be somewhat affected. Its time I break that wall.

The feelings of absence was so strong, we seem to be heading opposite directions without us paying attention to that. Along the way its time we learn to be independent and meet new people. Everyone has to and is leading their own lives. I can see that my friends have different dreams and some are on their way to reach it. I feel proud and happy for them.

'Absence makes the heart founder.' But I guess the person who created this line forgot to add in 'It also drifts 2 people apart as time passes.'

Yet deep inside I know, no matter what happens, once a friend, always a friend. We might not be playing a big part in their lives now but certainly, that strong bond of friendship still stays and that's all that matters. Because memories are the best presents one could ever give to each other.

You don't need to see someone to remind yourself you know them and they're important to you.

Everyone leaves this world with empty hands but don't forget, those memories will always stay with you and no one can take it away.

Nothing can't be by your side forever and what we can do now is to cherish every moment with people around us.

Life is never always too late for regrets. So don't ever let that happen to you.

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I was reading David Yeo's blog and I realised I don't want to leave this world without accomplishing anything. I don't want to just come and go. I don't want to live for the sake of living. I want to leave something behind before God calls me home.

I want to live for something. Something that movtivates and inspires me.

... seen through it and moved on.

12/14/2004 10:52:00 PM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

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... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, December 12, 2004
12/12/2004 10:33:00 PM

Last minute work!!

Conveyancing Law lesson starts tommorow and here I am, haven't even touch on the tutorial questions yet. I have the weekends to get things done but I just didn't.

I can't be bothered now. At the most its just being thrown out of class by the tutor. That's the only bad thing that could happen. Nothing big actually.

LOL. Maybe my lack of discipline is because I guess I enjoy rushing work during the last minute, enjoy getting worried for next day's lesson due to lack of preparation. I'm mad but I guess I enjoy every moment of uncertainties and jitters. Life's great like that!! Unpredictable with ups and downs!! :)

Watched Polar Express during Friday with Celine and I actually like that movie. Really wonderful and heart-warming. It makes me feel that thise Christmas, no one is alone. The nameless characters look so real. ^^,

Celine arh! That song in the movie which little Billy and that girl sang is 'When Christmas Comes To Town'!! Touching song that nearly made me teared. Nice nice.

... seen through it and moved on.

Saturday, December 11, 2004
12/11/2004 09:58:00 PM

Its time I get really serious with my school work.

No matter how crappy they can get, I need to be really serious.

No more lazing around like nobody's business.

No more skipping lectures.

No more doing last minute work.

Its time I pay attention and BE SERIOUS.

But can I?

Sometimes it good not to go by the book. Who says students must study 24/7? Who says students cannot slack? Who says students need to attend every lectures and tutorials? Who says vampires can't smile? Oops.. >.< I'm out of the topic..

Sometimes it feels great to have a pair of wings.

The best pair of wings that could take you anywhere above the world.

With wings, I can fly and soar in the air.

Its like the taste of freedom.

But its not that good actually.

Freedom has its big price.

Who knows?

While you're flying high in the sky, a hunter might mistake you as a bird and shoot you down.

There goes your freedom then...

Next stop - Death.

... seen through it and moved on.

12/11/2004 03:51:00 PM

Why do people always come messaging me vis msn to ask if I have this certain song or that song?

Do I have that kind of face that says 'I download songs from internet so come and look for me if you want one'?

Come on, I'm not that LOW to download every songs from the internet. Unless I can't buy that song in a CD or if I only like that one song from that particular album, then I will download it.

I am most willing to purchase a CD if I think is worth it!

Grand example: Jay's CDs. Taufik & Sly's upcoming album.

I don't go to the extent of downloading every single song of a particular album.

This can't be blamed actually. Artistes like 5566, Cyndi, and even SHE simply have that kind of face that says 'Download my songs can already.' Would you be replaying their CDs again and again for the rest of your life? Surely not right? Now I have CDs in my drawer I feel like selling away.

As for singers like Jay & JJ, they have that kind of face that says 'Buy my CD or live to regret it.'

Taufik and Sly. All right, support local music or you deserve to be spank. Don't you bloody dare call yourself a Taufik/Sly fan if you ever download their songs instead of buying their album.

Sucks.

... seen through it and moved on.

Friday, December 10, 2004
12/10/2004 06:22:00 PM

Some weeks ago, I was listening to Perfect 10's 'Morning Madness'.

Daniel Ong asked: What is the most beautiful word in the world?

Many would thought it'd be 'love'.

Or 'Faith'.

Or even 'Hope'.

But truth is, the most beautiful word in this world is..

'Mother'.

I find it meaningful. That word 'mother' just gives out nothing but the fondest memories and best feelings.

Mother.

... seen through it and moved on.

12/10/2004 01:42:00 AM

Thursday, Dec 9th - I finally made my first step into the campus after 2 whole months of break. All that familair feelins of projects, lectures, tutorials and printing notes in the lab came rushing back.

I was in full anticipation for the creative writing class to begin. It is a CDS I am always looking forward to and finally now, I get it. The class was not bad but not as fun as how I thought it'd be. From the start to the end it was okay, mediocre, bad (lol.. i sound like one of the judges). I dislike the part of forming a poem that rhymes. And not to forget the whatever fun with abbrevations. I never like poems actually and that thing I did earlier on resembles so much like a nursey poem. LOL.

And there was a part we have to get into groups of 4 and design a farewell card. I suppose that was to let our creative juices flow but I think it sucked.

But I guess I will enjoy the subject in time to come. Can't expect much temporarily. I'm looking forward to exploring the different genres of fictions and sharing thoughts with the rest.

One of the assignments was to make 20 entries of journals. Contents are subjected to revolve around our life and our views. Not diary entires. But journals. So it keeps me wondering what topic should I start off with.

Next assignment, each individual must create a storybook suitable for children age 7 - 10 years old. God... lol.. first time I'm doing a children's story!! I'm going to get my sis to do the illustrations.

Children story - 'This is not my type of genre but still, I am going to try my best and rock you guys out there.' Hahaha!! I sound like someone again. Bleahzz.




... seen through it and moved on.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004
12/08/2004 02:53:00 AM

I was supposed to be in school on Dec 6.

But I ended up staying at home.

I was supposed to find the flu medicine for my chill.

But I ended up drinking the cough syrup.

I was supposed to highlight my hair.

But I ended up highlighting my scalp.

I was supposed to...

But I...

... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004
12/07/2004 03:14:00 AM

I'm boiling now.

Last night, this freaking piece of shit know as huimin_tony@hotmail.com (someone I either know from the SI forum/ from winglin) sent me a file titled 'funny'. In which before she typed in a message like 'To all Sly fans.'

Thinking it must be something funny about Sly, I clicked 'accept'. After the whole file wass transferred, I clicked to open.

Alas! A small window saying 'Access Error' popped up. I closed the window and it just kept popping up. Frustrated, I switched off the whole computer. When I on it again, that irritating window pops ups. Each time I close that window, it will still pop up.

Confirmed from Huimin's friend that its a virus. Cool huh? Stupid huimin_tony@hotmail.com! I tried confronting her but was ignored. So i started cursing her even though I'm certain its of no use. To hell you go! To hell with your crappy 5566!! Fuck you!! My computer isn't functioning properly all thanks to that virus file you sent!! !@#$%^&*(@#$%^&*(!!!!!!!!!!

Important lesson learnt : Not to accept files with 100% trust.

After 2 times of virus scanning, the virus is still there.

Wonder what's the use of Norton creating that anti-virus program. Duh.

Now I'm praying this virus gets the hell out of my PC asap. >.<

:::

And to those out there who think I'm a 100% Sly fan, I'm not!! LOL.. Cos Huimin thought I'm one of the many crazy sly fans upon reading my blog entries. Fact is, there's nothing about my life to talk about and I don't want to spill too much of my secrets on a blog where so many people are dropping by. So, I tend to talk more about current hot topics.

That's all.

Last time I'm saying, I'm NOT a crazy die-hard Sly fan!! Its just that among all finalists he's my favourite.

Was chatting with Kenn, a member of Lzefier last night and I found out lots of secrets about Sly, but all which are negative.

Tsk. Seems true that when some idolise a certain idol, we only see the outside of him. The way he described Sly was as if he's the worst jerk and biggest liarin the world. LOL. Lots of ugly stories about him which Kenn told me. Don't know to believe it or not cos after all, they were once friends.

Btw, just for your reference, check this out:
http://lzefier.fruiit.net/kenn.html

... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, December 05, 2004
12/05/2004 10:22:00 PM

I hate it.

Always come looking for me only when you needed help or when you wanted something from me.

But I ignore them when I don't need them too.

Even if I needed them, I won't look for them.

I am selfish.

I want to live for myself and no one else.

Then again, I'm not.

Because God send me here for a purpose.

A purpose I'm still searching for.

But definitely, this purpose is not to let them make use of me and only turn to me when they needed my help.

I don't need them in my life because life with them seems terrible.

But then again, life without them would be meaningless.

Or perhaps not.

... seen through it and moved on.

Friday, December 03, 2004
12/03/2004 01:27:00 PM

Verse 1:
In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there, where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are

Bridge 1:
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

Chorus 1:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that' in me
When I dream, I dream

Verse 2:
If there's a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world's have come apart

Bridge 2:
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

Chorus 2:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

Middle 8:
I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone

Chorus 3 & 4:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, December 02, 2004
12/02/2004 10:04:00 AM

It doesn't matter if I win.

Cos the race is all about believing in myself.

God, I love this phrase lots.. 'I Dream'.. Thanks for the wonderful composition.. It sounds so inspirational, especially when Sly sang it.

All right its now last week of the holidays. But for some mad reasons I'm actually looking forward to go back to school again.

... seen through it and moved on.

12/02/2004 01:36:00 AM

Wah!!

I'm SICK!!

Fever.

Running Nose.

Headache.

Why of all days it must be today? All thanks to the 4-day creative tech road show.

Sobs.

... seen through it and moved on.

Wednesday, December 01, 2004
12/01/2004 10:04:00 AM

Wah!!

I'm SICK!!

Fever.

Running Nose.

Headache.

Why of all days it must be today? All thanks to the 4-day creative tech road show.

Sobs.

Its the final showdown of SI tonight and seems like I won't be able to enjoy it properly.

:(

PS:

Some people mentioned that they 'll migrate if Sly ever takes part in world idol.

Make sure you do if that happened.

Some people bet they 'll kill their family if Sly ever wins the title tonight (Hee.. hee...)

Make sure you DON'T if that really happened. LOL.

Murder means the DEATH PENALTY.

Who will win?

Sly - 50%
Taufik - 50%

Its anyone's game.

... seen through it and moved on.