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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
9/29/2004 11:36:00 PM

Due to a demand by my dear friend Joyce, I've decided to do this:

Joyce asked me on msn, since Celine is jokebox, then what about her?

Okie.

Now I make this announcement in order to be fair and square. LOL.


"Hereby I crown Celine the 'Queen of Jokebox'. "

and

"Hereby I crown Joyce the 'Princess of Jokebox'."


Anything else?

Tag on if either or both parties aren't sastified wih the titles I give them.

^^,

... seen through it and moved on.

9/29/2004 01:20:00 PM

Should start off my blog on a Monday nite.. LOL.. Celine came over to study at my house again.. She cracked lots of lame jokes, some which are really so lame lmao i just want to turn off the air-con. But due to instant amnesia, I honestly can't recall any of them.. So Celine, you should praise the Lord cos some of ur face is saved. ^^,

Suddenly (woah, i feel like im writing pri skl compo now), she was down with a serious flu.. lol.. sneezing all the way but hope she's fine now. Okie, so we decided to study and throughout a period of time, Celine was playing Jay's 'Qi Li Xiang' repeatedly on my PC.. OMG, she repeated that song lots of time.. until i had to tell her change track b4 I eventually get sick of 'Oi Li Xiang' which i don't wish to. As we study, I started to play all of Jay's album, starting from his lastest one. But we dropped 'dead' from exhuastion when his 3rd alvum was playing.. The clock read 3 plus in the morning. Tired. Lights off.Sleep time. But the music was still playing.

Then yesterday, met Joyce to study at tampines library. Yeah, shitty accounting again! I'm reeli getting sick of the subject. After that, the both of us went off for lunch and yay! I bough Jay's MV vcd. I know it isn't wise to spend $$ on these stuffs esp when I'm running out of cash. But its Jay!! So i bought it! ^^,

Joyce came over to my house and i started playing the vcd, watching those very very nice MVs of Mr Jay Chou. Love his 'Qing Tian' & 'San Nian Er Ban' MV.. And here comes the joke from joyce. Okie, briefly this is our conversation:

Joyce: Jay Chou got moustache ar?

Me: Yup. But that's only in his 'Zhi Zhan Zi Yang' MV.

Joyce: Oh... Emilyn, do you think he will still be this famous when he's old?

Me: Should be, provided if he still produces good music.

Joyce: Orh.. He thirty something liao right?

At this point, I couldn't disgest what my dear fren had just said. I nearly bolted up from my sofa.

Me: **shocked** what?! (ask again to made sure i didn't hear wrong.)

Joyce: I thought he thirty plus liao?

Me: **stunned** NO LAH!! What makes you think so?! He's only 25!! OMG! JOYCE!!

Joyce: **a little surprised** izzit?! But he look so old le!! **points at the TV screen**

(-_-!!!)

Pengz. I dunno what to do to my fren.

Me: Where got! He's matured lah! Not old!

I started luaghing. LOL..

Next joke, also by Joyce Wang:

The both of us were watching Jay's 'Qing Tian' MV. There's one part where he plays the cello...

Joyce: He reeli knws how to play this instrument meh?

Emilyn: **confidently** yep. He did play the cello during his concert b4.

Joyce: Huh? I thought that's a guitar? **points at the cello which Jay is playing**

Double Pengz. Laughter filled the living room.

Joyce: So altogether he knows how many kinds of instrument?

Emilyn: **starts to count fingers** Hmm.. from what i know, he can play the piano, the guitar, the 'Da Ti Qin' (mandrin for cello. Paiseh, i dunno how to pronouce 'cello' in english properly, tts why i say 'Da Ti Qin' to save some face), the drums.. ya, i think tts roughly all.

Joyce: Oic.. so he knows (repeats my line) how to play piano, guitar, big violin (straight away translate 'Da Ti Qin to English) .... -.-

I laughed out b4 she could even finish.

Emilyn: Its cello!! There's nothing such as big violin!!! Hahahaha!!! There's only viola, no big violin!! LOL..

First, its mistaking cello as guitar. Next was calling a cello a big violin.

Now, i wonder what the's next joke.

But frankly, with Celine and Joyce, my two lame lame frenz, there'll always be laughter everywhere.

And Celine just earned a title from her japanese frenz.

The honored her the title of 'Jokebox'. :)

If can, i think we should crown her 'The Queen of Jokebox'.

... seen through it and moved on.

Monday, September 27, 2004
9/27/2004 02:01:00 PM

Fengshui Master Ou told my Mom that an Earth globe should be placed on my study desk, so I will excel in my studies.

Thus, Mom got me a Earth Globe during her trip to Japan.

Know what? I'm gonne believe what Master Ou says. I'm not gonna care if im getting superstitious or what (maybe I already am). But I'd rather believe.

I started pondering, if what Master Ou says is true, then should i bring the Earth globe along with me during my examinations and place it on my desk while i do the papers?

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One more thing to share. Not long ago, my parents bought an electric-mosquito-hitter (which looks like a tennis racket) from Thailand. Switch it on and the electric will run on the wired parts. Just need to swing it (like playing tennis) to hit the insects.

PIAK.

If there's this sound, it means that a mosquito has been electrified.

I started playing with this tennis-racket-like insect hitter but so far, I've killed no mosquitoes. Boo hoo.

My father rocks! PIAK! PIAK! PIAK! The sound will go on and on whenever he uses the racket. Swinging the racket madly around the house makes the user looks like a mad person and i wonder how neighbours will think if they happen to see any one ofus doing that through the window.

They must think we are siao.

One more thing...

No one in the family dares touch the wired parts whenevr the racket is on.

For fear of being ELECTRIFIED.

My father says that won't have any effect on human beings.

But so far, I've never see him laying his finger on the wires whenever the racket is on.

-.-

... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, September 26, 2004
9/26/2004 07:30:00 PM

I learnt a lesson today.

Its not advisable to drink ice lemon tea and warm herbal tea at the same time.

I drank a couple glasses of ice lemon tea. Real icy.

After an hour, my father brewed herbal tea.

Hating plain water and seeing an alternative, I treated myself to a cup of herbal tea. Which is warm.

Closely followed by that, a fierce war raged in my stomach. Toliet has became my second home now.

God! Save me! I've learnt my lesson!


Urgh.. feel like vomiting at the same time.

-.-''

The idiotic thing is, I accused my father of trying to 'murder' me with his herbal tea.

-.- ... ... .

... seen through it and moved on.

9/26/2004 02:30:00 AM

I was listening to songs by Little Tigers (Xiao Hu Dui) and Jimmy Lin. Those songs that were pretty famous about 10 years ago. Their songs revolves around the content of youth, dreams, aspirations and growing up.

Love the songs. Compared to the songs nowadays, theirs are a lot more peaceful and meaningful. I find myself thinking of my childhood days. Come to realise that adulthood isn't as simple as how I thought it'd be.

When I was a kid, I always wished to be an adult. Because the equation of my life that time was : Adult = More freedom.

But now as I grow up, I have the sudden wish to be a kid once more. Because now to me : Adult no longer equals to more freedom.

Instead, its:
Adult = more responsibility.

But as humans, we can't look back. There would never be improvement if I continue looking back and yearning to return to those happy days in the past. Instead, I have to look at things ahead of me and continue heading towards the journey of life. No matter how hard it'd be.

Life is an endless race. Its isn't easy that I've got here so far.

... seen through it and moved on.

Saturday, September 25, 2004
9/25/2004 11:18:00 PM




"Who says Vampires can't smile?"

-Sly aka sylvester

... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, September 23, 2004
9/23/2004 11:37:00 PM

Cool, was reading the spore idol forum.

Looks like loads of ppl HATE Jerry Ong.

And I am definitely not a fan of him.

WTH?? Thanking Jesus for letitng you in? Stop it Jerry! Or ppl's gonna blame Jesus!

Okay, here are some meaningful comments people made about him in the SI forum. All of them which I thought is absolutey true:

1. Im so gonna print pictures of him with the title "i pay to be in the finals" all round singapore !

2.Jerry is a waste of space.

3. Which church he go to ? I wanna knock some sense in their heads. If u thank jesus, the rest of the contestants gonna blame jesus? Sheesh ur so Mr.Bean! Your voice the worse in the 3 grps !!

4.Jerry is from CITY HARVEST CHURCH.. That's why he got in.. it's unfair to other contestants he got in just because he has friends who will pay to get him through.. He's well on the bottom of the talent list.. But I think he'll go far.. I won't be surprised if he wins.. gosh.. Sun Ho II? Save our ears Jesus!

5.congrats to people who vote for him, you are either blind, deaf, bribed, idiot or even all of them.

6.Jerry ONG thinks he's Jerry YEN...wad a moronic poser...just f**K off lah!

7. If he's really a religious type,and he believe in Jesus...i think he wun leave his job (just to participate in spore idol). Jesus dun teach u to take risks and gamble ur way of life just like dat!

8.he realli sounds like he's constipating......mayb nex round he gonna sound like he had a diarreahea....

9.Hey everyone! It seems like the whole board is so heated up about Jerry's entry to Top 10. You know what, ME TOO!!!!!

10.Kelong!! Really Kelong...I thought freak result happened only in soccer.

11.Whoa .... if the poor guy reads what everyone thinks about him, he'll be devastated.

12. After hearing Jerry sing the first few words of his song, I already switch channel. He think he is Rod Steward? Trying to "gek sai" (force the shit out) or just plain trying too hard?!

13.I feel so sad to be a singaporean coz i realise that majority of them are tone deaf to have voted him in!!!! Even my brothers can sing better than him!!!!

14.If Jerry was abit humble, I doubt there will be so much trashings at him. Watching him on TV n saying his 3 thanks was so "DRAMA" ..don know whether to laugh or cry.

15.I think Singapore Idol does not suit him..."Singapore Idiot" will suit him just fine

16. And religion shouldn't be brought into this, friends. It is a sensitive area ..... Let's respect that.

17.Anyway, if Jerry were to stumble upon this anti-Jerry forum, he'll most probably say, 'Forgive them Lord, for they not know what they say... or type'.

18.With all the support from his deaf tone friends, he only need to stand on the stage without singing, and he will still survive to become Singapore Idol..

19.I would actually find it more acceptable if he said, 'I wanna thank God for this...' instead of '...all these wouldn't be possible if it wasn't for my Lord and Jesus Christ!'

20.seriously, if you guys have to blame, blame it on the 4 judges who bring him to the final top 30!...
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And the list goes on and on and on..... 141 replies in all...


And as the discussion goes on, sensitive issues like religions are dragged down.

But I must say, its really isn't Jesus's fault that he got in.

Jerry Ong.

Sigh...

Dunno what to say about him but I just think he's the next Sun Ho.

Always full of 'miracles' and never-ending surprises.

... seen through it and moved on.

9/23/2004 10:51:00 AM

Just had my last lecture and this is most probably the last time Mr Matt's gonna teach us.. All of the sudden the world school seems so 'cold'.. The place looks lifeless with most of the students staying at home for their own-self study.

But I like the crim pro lecture today. At least I learnt something. :)

Indeed now as I think back, though I pretty much hate L-comm, I'm sure gonna miss it. I'm going to miss the tutors. I'm going to miss Miss Lim's naggings. This feeling has never come until this semester. Its like we will never see the tutors who have taught us again. Next sem, guess there will be new tutors to teach. Some who I don't even know they exists. Scary.

Come to think of it, Miss Lim (having taught me for 2 sems) is just like our mother. After nurturing the little chicklings, its now time to set them free and let them live life on their own.

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I always hear people saying life is like a box of chocolates. Full of surprises.

But till today, I still can't see the reason why.

To me, life is like a box of assorted candies.

Sweet.

Sour.

Bitter.

Etc.

Or rather in times of hectic stress, life is just like a bottle of preserved plums.

... seen through it and moved on.

9/23/2004 01:30:00 AM

I NEED TO DISCIPLINE MYSELF!!

Was all the while admiring the new edited template of Jay Chou!

HAHA!!

Pardon, I'm just too proud of this bloggie.

Look at the time!! -- My PC reads 12.26am!!!

I SHOULDN'T be using the PC now!!!

Not when there's a 9am lecture tml!!

But I'm just too proud of the edited Jay skin.. LOLx..

Its not considered the work of master arts..

But I like it. >.<

OMG!! Can't stop admiring!!

Okie!! Must sleep now!!

PS: I found myself debating if I should add midi to my blog. Cos it looks 'lifeless' w/o music. But then again, midi would interrupt songs I'm playing on the computer..

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OKAY!! I'm back after about one minute..

I know how to make this blog meaningful.

Its over 12 am now.

Its time.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIKIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're finally 18!!!!!!!!! :)

So HAPPY for you.

Will write more during the day time.

God bless!! ^.^

... seen through it and moved on.

Wednesday, September 22, 2004
9/22/2004 06:24:00 PM

Today is the last lesson we are having as a class.
No full attendance.

After today, it will be impossible to have lesson together as the same class.

Under the irritating FAST system, there's gonna be a near-drastic change.

The sad thing is, no one in the class seems to care that today is the last tutorial together.

And to think I've never even talk to some of my classmates.

Its like we can't feel each other's existence.

Sad to say, bye bye yr 2 sem 1.

... seen through it and moved on.

9/22/2004 10:51:00 AM

Just feel that I have been through lots of repeatitions this year. For example, I always catch the same movie two times. Not that I have lots of money or I'm crazy. But the fact is I'd like to go through the journey of adventures of the characters again. Sometimes, its just seems so real that it makes me forget myself or where I am whatever..

The only moment I snapped back to reality would be when the credits starts rolling in and thats when I realised I'm all the while in the real world. There's no way I can be like those characters in twins effect, fighting for freedom, hunting for treasure and overthrowing the vicious queen. There's no way I can be facing several big long anacondas and fighting my way to live, struggling to get out of the damned jungle.

Its even impossible that I can live in the ancient Troy nor Greece, watching the downfall of Troy. Nor can i see a spiderman swinging from buildings to buildings, on his mission to outdo unjustice. And I can never live in the matrix world where things can be played in the slow-motion format. All these things, its impossible in reality and I can only experience it in a third party's point of view. That is, forking out several bucks to catch a movie and watch those things happen.

But the moment when it ended, I realised that I'm all the while just in the freezing room with a screen in front. That's all. And with the upsetting knowlegde that my life would never be as eventful as those characters, I left the threatre. Of course, if my life were to be portrayed into a movie. It sure damn sucks and no one would watch it even if its free of charge. They say life is like a movie but it isn't stated that life is a movie where there will be lots of viewers.

Why would my movie be boring? I asked.

I finally got the answer from Miss Ng yesterday. It was during the last Lcm lecture and indirectly, one of the comments she made has helpled answered my question. For a once-in-a life time, I was thankful to her.

Because my life on the whole only consists of Temasek Polytechnic, bus stop, home.

Frankly speaking, who would want to watch a movie when there's only 3 scenes all the while?

... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004
9/21/2004 01:42:00 PM

Sometimes your head feels so bloated and heavy that you just don't wanna think much...
The more you think, the more bloated your head gets..
Like it would explode any moment even though you know it won't.

Its as if someone has pumped molten lava into your head, making it impossible for the brain to function properly..
This shitty feelings always comes during a hot afternoon..
Or when you have just entered into the freezing room from a warm place where the sun is burning..
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Here I am..
With a super bloated head right now.
A brain not full of knowledge I have absorbed..

But a brain full of air.
You know,
That kind of weird feeling that your head is weighing a zillion tonnes but your mind feels empty at the same time..

Just air.

And more hot air.

HEADBURST.

... seen through it and moved on.

Monday, September 20, 2004
9/20/2004 11:47:00 PM

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This I must say.
Its NOT that I'm so FREE now.
Its NOT that I have got nothing better to do now.

But its just that the previous skin doesn't suit my personality at all.
Eeekkkkkkkkssssssssssssss...

So
I
change
the
skin
AGAIN
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With that I confirm.
This is the last time I'm changing the skin until my bloody exams are OVER.

... seen through it and moved on.

9/20/2004 03:04:00 PM

Had typed a rather long blog about my rare special morning but dumb-ass bloggie swallowed everything up!!!!!!!!!!!! TSK.. NOt gonna re-type the thing again.. its too Longgggggggggggggggg and im suffering from short-term memory nowadays!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
....

The BAD news: Failed my client interviewing. -.- Shoot.

Sobzz.

Sobzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Maybe my group wasn't really prepared and partly its also my fault for asking silly questions :(

Maybe its also I didn't pray hard enough to Jesus Christ nowadays.. feeling guilty.. all i did everynight was sleep right away without saying a few words to God. What the hell is wrong with me? I should have devoted a few minutes to Jesus no matter how exhausted or lazy I can get. Will pray more later on. Not for only myself and others. But also to talk to Jesus. :)

I have 24 hours a day.

Surely spending a couple of minutes talking to Jesus isn't a problem right?

Okay. Confirmed.

Will pray later on.

Must pray.

Because Jesus is the answer and I love Jesus.

P.U.S.H -- Pray Until Something Happens

... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, September 19, 2004
9/19/2004 10:25:00 PM

Finally tml is the last project I'm gonna hand in and that is contract drafting. Hurray!! No more group meetings.. No more presentations for the semester and most importantly, this coming last week should be a stress-free week bah.. Hopefully it is.

But its rather sad that this semester is ending soon. Man, time reeli flies and waits for no man. Now that I have slowly adapted to the class and am getting use to the people im working with, this semester just has to end. To me, its rather more like a farewell week for the rest of this five days of attending lectures and tutorials. Everything will be the last of the semester.. the last lcm lesson.. the last accounting lecture.. the last crim pro tutorial and the list goes on.

Then before I knew it, the study week will swept pass like the summer breeze and there comes the exams where i will be struggling under the hot-oven-like sports hall or in freezing classrooms to complete my papers.. Just hope everything's gonna be okie..

There will be new faces in my next semester class and during the holidays besides slacking, guess i will be wondering who my classmates will be for the next semester and definitely, will need to work with different people again..

That's just like in polytechnic.

You work till you drop.

... seen through it and moved on.

Saturday, September 18, 2004
9/18/2004 01:24:00 PM

Formula of the day:

Lame + Crappy + A piece of SHIT + Waste of Time + Nasty Moments = Minutes Taking Assesment on 18th September 9.00am held in Lecture threatre 20 and Labs 1 - 6.

Remarks:

Not that I'm slow
But they are fast

Not that I'm deaf
But they are soft

Not that I'm not appreciative
But they are too calculative

The whole thing SUX
Everyone SUX

Someone raise a question
But was treated with derision

Someone wanted to clear some doubts
But was treated with snorts

This was what the student asked: How do we spell the words?
This was what the tutor replied: **pissed** What would you do if you're in a meeting?

If I'm that student I would say : Ask of course!

Why?

Cos we derive knowledge and learn new things through asking.

... seen through it and moved on.

9/18/2004 01:14:00 PM

Super nice song and lyrics by Nicholas Tse!!
What a talent.. he wrote the lyrics and composed the song himself!
Love it to bits!! :)
--
Verse 1:
I go blind when I look straight into the sun
I go deaf when I hear thunders on the run
But when I see you sleeping here beside me
Life just begun
I can tell it to the whole world you're the one

Verse 2:
I see your shadow cast on the wall when the sun shines
I hear you calling through the window when it rains
I tend to tremble when I start to think of just you and I
I don't know why there's no reply

Chorus:
It doesn't matter what happens to the weather
I'm shivering when i'm standing alone
A storm is forming deep inside me
A hurricane has got a life of it's own

Chorus 2:
It doesn't matter what happens to the weather
Without you I'm just falling apart
The snow is freezing all my senses
When hail falls down,
then it's already too late for heartbreak!

... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, September 16, 2004
9/16/2004 11:20:00 PM

I'm glad Sylvester got in. Not that he's the best. But between the best and the one who improves tremendously, I would choose the latter. Which is why Spore make the OBVIOUS correct choice!! He didn't leave me an impression last time, just that he resembles A-do. But he changed that tonight! Improvement!

Judges are so biased. They just want Beverly in no matter what. Does that mean they get to choose the Spore idol in the end instead of the audiences? Not that Beverly is not good. But she's fake. The only time when she's her real self would be the time she scolded Nana.

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I am no 3 year old kid.
I am clever enough to see your lies.
I am bright enough to know you ain't telling the truth.
I am intelligent enough not to buy your unrealistic story.

In future if you are cooking up another excuse, please make sure its believeable enough.

I am tired of excuses.
I am sick of lies.
If the letting out the truth harms your ego,
Then make no mistakes.

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Some people are saying blogs are for kids.
To some extend its not true.
Cause blogs are for all internet users who wishes to have an online diary.
But now as I think back, it does makes sense.

Anyway, its nice to remain as kids.
Cause they remind me of the innocent childhood and that worry-free environment.

Not that growing up sucks. But if given a chance to turn back time to when I was a child, I would re-write history. That is, build up a better child-hood life!

Some poeple are saying Jay's music all the same kind. Nothing special.
I do agree.
But if stayiing same does no harm.
Why not?
His music seems to revolve around the same tune. But that is what makes him special. And fans love him because of that.
That is -- being unique.

In additon, if taking a step forward will make me lose my way, I would choose to remain on my spot. Since staying on my stop creates a better me.


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I'm MAD.
I posted 3 entries today.

... seen through it and moved on.

9/16/2004 05:25:00 PM

Cheerful, you're a fantastic company! But you're kinda disorganized...I pitty your mother! You love parties and meet all your friends, tend to be caused loss of memory...
Friendly Girl:
Cheerful, you're a fantastic company! But you're
kinda disorganized...I pitty your mother!
Huhuhu! You love parties and hangin' out with
all your friends

What's your anime-girl steriotype?!
brought to you by Quizilla

Hmmm... this quiz is to some extent unaccurate.

Why?

Let me see..

Friendly Girl: Not really. I'm only kind to those who are.

Hyper-active: Nah. I'm more on the quiet side. Will only be enthu if I feel good.

Irresponsible: Sometimes I am. But NOT always.

Funny: Haha! I should be more on the lame side.

Crazy: I'm definitely not crazy!! I'm MAD.

...

In addition, I broke a record of staying for the shortest period of time in school. Reached at 2pm and left immediately at around 3.50pm after presentation. Less than 2 hours in school!! Definitely something worth mentioning. ^^,

Hospi presentation today was okay. Not gonna say much in case it gets boring. But things just turned out fine.

... seen through it and moved on.

9/16/2004 01:53:00 PM

Here I am. Facing my blog. Its 12.47 pm in the afternoon, raining cats and dogs outside. Still at home when I am gonna have my cds presentation at 2pm.

All thanks to the rain.
I'm still at home.

All thanks to the rain.
I don't feel like going out.

All thanks to the rain.
I'm too lazy to walk to the bus stop.

All thanks to the rain.
Mosquitoes come fleeing for shelter in my house.

All thanks to the rain.
I'm gonna take a cab later on.

All thanks to the rain.
I'm spending more money on transport today.

But..

Really thanks alot to the rain.
For making the place a cooler one.
So that being dressed in formal becomes less stuffy.

Thank you rain.

But please stop later on when I'm going out.

... seen through it and moved on.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004
9/15/2004 11:37:00 PM

Okie!! Nice chorus of the song called 'Heroes' sang by Cool Hottie Edison Chen!! Hmm.. it does reflects alot to every mind, every body, every soul, every one.. Here it goes:

'Heroes they never give up
They carry on when its tough
And that's the way it should go

They see the light when its dark
And win the fight when its hard
They make it right when everything goes out of control'

Buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

WARNING TO ALL READERS: Don't drool upon the picture below. He's COOL. Everyone knows. He's HOT. Everyone knows. But just DON'T drool at my bloggie!! LOLx

ATTENTION TO ALL GUYS : Don't get jealous over his super cool cum prince charming looks. Don't fume just because he's most girls'dream guy.

ATTENTION TO ALL GIRLS: Spend about 5 minutes dreaming he's your guy. But do come back to reality later!!


Here comes him... TATA!
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No other than EDISON CHEN!!
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.......................Duzzzzzzzz... Pardon me....
I'm just out of my mind today
But once this bloody week get over and done with, I guess I will be able to switch back to the normal mode.
Meanwhile,
Just enjoy these craps specially brought to you by Emilyn Lu.

... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004
9/14/2004 01:29:00 PM

Indeed, I shouldn't be here and I've a hell loads of reasons not to blog for the rest of this week.. All reasons fall within the context of studying in this skool... Diploma in Law and Management whatever.

The name of the course sounds great. Isn't it?

Yeah...

Only SOUNDS great. In reality, its isn't great at all.

Super hectic schedule of the week:

Wednesday 15th Sept: Contract law peer teaching. Some crappy shit where Annie Gomez wants us to peer teach in a creative way.. come up with a roleplay.. poems.. songs or whatever..

Thursday 16th Sept: Hopsi presentation

Friday 17th Sept: Client interviewing. This is another of those dramas created by law tutors. Dramatic. But important.

Saturday 18th Sept: Minutes taking assessment. Ditto .

Sunday 19th Sept: This day should be a free day but not anymore with the need to complete the contract assignment due on Monday!!

See?

I can't be any free this week.

Isn't it?

But complains can't lighten this crap of burden.

**Exits blog and gets back to work.**



... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, September 12, 2004
9/12/2004 01:57:00 AM

Out of my dissastifaction and with the SERIOUS need to bring this up, I've decided to drop off other topics that I intially wanted to blog about. I'm so bloody infuriated with this someone. Hey! What right do you have to control what other people want to blog about? Yo Chick, you should know who the hell you're. I know my language must be real bad now. I don't care if anyone's gonna cook up a worst impression of me. I don't give a shit if I would land myself into whatver shitty trouble. But to someone like you, I don't see the precise need to be nice and all sort whatever courteous manners.

Duh. This SUX.

First of all, before I go deeper into this frustrating matter. Lets discuss -- What is the purpose of a blog?

Okay. My answer is very simple. I guess even idiots know it. A blog is an online diary for you to pour out your thoughts, scribble off your troubles and the things you did daily. Its like journal entires too. And the owner of the bloggie of course has the 100% right to blog whatever he or she wants to. The blog is like a little world for people to voice out what they feel and also, its like something to listen to their thoughts.

Then again comes this super BIG problem with some people who wants to promote the 'spare a thought for others' campaign. I will sound very offensive now cos i want to speak up for an innocent party.

Okay, the story goes like this. Person A was sort of unhappy about her day (everyone does have bad days. isn't it?) and she blogs the events of frustrations in her blog. Or course, bad day can only be created by some people around this Person A. So Person A was just pouring out her thoughts. Maybe she have no one to confide to and its only a blog that could sooth down her feelings.

Btw for a small interruption. When you blog, or course you will blog about people too right? You will be lying if you don't. Maybe you will blog about people you aren't pleased with or about those who have hurt you. In anyway, its the blog's owner's rights to write whatever he or she wants. Like what Ken Lim had said -- 'Everyone is entitled to their own opinion."

Then this nosy Person B step into the picture. Maybe she meant well but in my opinion, this is too much. 'Spare a thought for other people!' she told off Person A. In Person's A blog, she had blog about her touchy encounter with someone. But she was so nice enough not to mention that person's name and there's no swear words or cursing too. I can confrim that as i have read that entry of Person A.

This is what I want to say to Person B (You jolly well should know who the hell you are.) Even in the midst of blogging, you expect that person to spare a thought for the others? What that hack do you mean? Its a blog and I'm bloody sure that when you blog, have you 100% spare a thought for people whom had hurt you or anger you? What the serious FUCK is wrong with you?

Then who will spare a thought for the one who blogs? Its not like she needs to be controlled in whatever she does. Isn't it? You are SERIOUSLY HONESTLY ABSOLUTELY in no position to control what she wants to blog. Its not like she did some cursing or whatever scolding. She's merely spilling her own day and her feelings. Its her own freedom of speech.

Poor thing isn't it? Even when blogging, this person can't even blog what she wants to. Then what is the purpose of getting one blog in the first place? Simple rule -- if you don't like what that person blogs about, then get your ass off the blog site! There's no need to control that person right? Until she cry some more. Must be real worst. I honestly think you didn't tell her in a good way. Are you scolding her? Pui ar! As if you always spare a thought for people. **PISSED**

One more time, scram off if you dun like to read what that person is blogging. Its not like she's making personal attacks or whatever. She's only stating the facts. Duh!

Phew. Had release part of my anger.

Okie, now, if she was to be controlled in what she blogs, then next time you set a topic for her to blog about ya? Like : a trip to the zoo. My happy family. My best friend. What I want to be when I grow up.

Hey girl! Wake up lah! If you want to promote the 'Spare a thought for others' campaign, make sure you really learn the real meaning first.

And in addition, did that person who hurt her spare a thought for her in the first place?

Think!

Hey to the girl. Angry with me now? How does it feel to be ticked off? Hurt? (You shouldn't be since you're the one who caused the whole thing.)

I hope now you know how that person feels ya.

God bless you.


... seen through it and moved on.

Friday, September 10, 2004
9/10/2004 09:51:00 PM




this is my way to live

What about yours?

made by rav-chan




You represent... anger.
You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.

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You're a "Red Angel" and just because
it's red doesn't mean blood or something.
Actually, it stands for an angel in love.
You're obsessed with one person and can't get
your mind off them and it's eating you away a
little. You'd do anything for them and wait
patiently for the day they return the feelings.
You're a hopeless romantic and little things
like roses and hugs charm you. You're very
affectionate but you're shy. You're afraid of
getting rejected. Think if it this way, the
brave may not live forever but the catious
never live at all. Don't be afraid to show your
feelings.
What feeling do you represent?
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... seen through it and moved on.

9/10/2004 01:22:00 PM

Stucked in the lab with some last-minute bugs rushing to finish their projects which is due today i suppose.. tsk.. these are the people with no sense of urgency (like im not one of those) ... irritatting pests.. better scram now! My classmates are coming in for a lab session which is at 2.. selfish people.. can't they spare a thought for my classmates? And there's this girl beside me.. tsktsk.. on her laptop music so loud.. deaf izzit?!

Patience... patience.. anyway, they gotta get their ass off the moment miss lim comes in. Kaoz.. fancy talking loudly.. c'mon! This is a school computer lab, not a market place.. still got mood see friendster and check blog.. dun you need to complete your bloody project? **PISSED**

I hope your laptop drops to the floor and spoils.

Ha. i know im bad but i don't care cos they've effortlessly spoiled my mood without realising it. I dun give a shit. Irritating people. >.<
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LOL.. taufik is so funny last night.. haha.. guess he must be real damn surprised to get into the top 10.. but i rather him than Nana. Jerry Ong (or watever Ong, cant reeli recall his name) got in? Is Singapore making the correct choice? Dun ask me cos i didn't call to vote. I just support SI by watching. Not by calling to vote.

... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, September 09, 2004
9/09/2004 10:08:00 AM

Just read from a book and found out this very interesting thing that the author has wrote. Just thought of sharing cos its pretty imaginative of the author.

What the book was saying is that there are different levels in hell. In this story a guy gets led around hell to see how eveybody is punished. A lot is kind of like what you would expect. Lots of demons with whips.. fire snakes.. iron heats. That kind of scary stuffs.

The dead guys up in the first level aren't so bad.. ya know, just those little kids who cheats in tests. Those in level two are fairly bad.. like those who shoplift and bully the weak.

But the really evil ones like murderers and rapists, or even serial killers get shoved down to the deepsest level where they run barefooted on the fire or burst into the flames and get eaten by large hungry liazards.

Okie, now i'm wondering, which level of hell will i be in after death?

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Next, im gonna divide my levels of hell.

For me, first level of hell will be thoe simple easy peasy type of things that happens occasionally. Like waking up late, getting up from the wrong side of bed, buying the wrong food or even calling the wrong number. Nothing serious actually.

The next level of hell of my life will be going for lessons unprepared, making a fool outta myself during classes (whichin some ways can be fun) and recieving sarcasm from people. Also, like watching a sucky movie which you thought is good and wasting $$ to buy a horrid album by a terrible singer who you thought is good initially. In addition, the staff room is locked when you've an important assignment to hand in.

The third level would be being hated by someone.. that kinda crappy yet things that does affect my mood of the day... by far, this level contains people who backstabs you without blinking their eyes.. and also, your PC choose not to coporate with you when you're in the midst of rushing to complete an important assignment. And perhaps, when you just can't control your emotions.

But nothing can be worst that the upcoming level of hell. My hell.
It would be failing exams. Badly. Or dying without your dreams unfufilled. Not that it matters much but life is hell when you have to spend another year in that skool. Not that its sux.

But well,

It does sux at times.

... seen through it and moved on.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004
9/08/2004 10:57:00 PM

Just read from a book and found out this very interesting thing that the author has wrote. Just thought of sharing cos its pretty imaginative of the author.

What the book was saying is that there are different levels in hell. In this story a guy gets led around hell to see how eveybody is punished. A lot is kind of like what you would expect. Lots of demons with whips.. fire snakes.. iron heats. That kind of scary stuffs.

The dead guys up in the first level aren't so bad.. ya know, just those little kids who cheats in tests. Those in level two are fairly bad.. like those who shoplift and bully the weak.

But the really evil ones like murderers and rapists, or even serial killers get shoved down to the deepsest level where they run barefooted on the fire or burst into the flames and get eaten by large hungry liazards.

Okie, now i'm wondering, which level of hell will i be in after death?

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Next, im gonna divide my levels of hell.

For me, first level of hell will be thoe simple easy peasy type of things that happens occasionally. Like waking up late, getting up from the wrong side of bed, buying the wrong food or even calling the wrong number. Nothing serious actually.

The next level of hell of my life will be going for lessons unprepared, making a fool outta myself during classes (which in some ways can be fun) and recieving sarcasm from people. Also, like watching a sucky movie which you thought is good and wasting $$ to buy a horrid album by a terrible singer who you thought is good initially. In addition, the staff room is locked when you've an important assignment to hand in.

The third level would be being hated by someone.. that kinda crappy yet things that does affect my mood of the day... by far, this level contains people who backstabs you without blinking their eyes.. and also, your PC choose not to coporate with you when you're in the midst of rushing to complete an important assignment. And perhaps, when you just can't control your emotions.

But nothing can be worst that the upcoming level of hell. My hell.
It would be failing exams. Badly. Or dying without your dreams unfufilled. Not that it matters much but life is hell when you have to spend another year in that skool. Not that its sux.

But well,

It does sux at times.

... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004
9/07/2004 06:45:00 PM

There's this pretty lame thing APEL has organised today.
Getting the whole class down to the skool cafe for a short gathering.
Lame but on some grounds, its considered meaningful.
Just that its rather weird having to meet up at 4pm after crim pro just for a tea gathering.. House party or whatever i dunno how to call that.

We are served with the following food:

Chicken Pies.

Tuna Sandwiches.

Chocolate Brownies.

Iced Lemon Tea.

Yum. Sounds delicious right? Is your mouth drooling? Is your stomach craving for the first bite?

But things would turn the other way round if you were there to look at the food.

What to do?

Its FREE.

So due to this reason, we are in no position to find faults.

Okay, better write something nice after all the above craps.

But honestly, I didn't regretted attending that gathering cos its the sincerity and thoughts of the class that counts. ^^,
Kinda fun actually. Thou i dunno whats the things tts fun. But its fun.



... seen through it and moved on.

Monday, September 06, 2004
9/06/2004 11:39:00 AM

Sis and I rocked the whole house on Saturday night when my parents were on their trip to Bangkok.. Together with Guest of Honour, Celine Chan, we the trio met up for a walk at that pasar malam neraby and i bought a 'precious moments' pocket file.. for some reasons, im happy to be the owner of the file and its one of the rare times that i actually felt lucky to be a grown-up. Why? Because i can buy anything without the need to get permission from my parents. ^.^ ... It was also a miracle that night that i drank coffee and yogurt with no stomach upset in the end :)

After the little tour at pasar malam, the three of us headed to my house and Celine stayed over night at my place.. We played monopoly till 5 plus in the morning.. cool.. i was rich at first.. i own the most property and have lots of $500 notes and sis was the first one that was declared bankrupt.. but Celine won in the end!!!! She's the millionare.. i went bankrupt too and its really hilarious of the process that i was declared bankrupt and i sort of went 'bonkers'.. it was a fun night.. We kept laughing at funny things, or even lame jokes ^.^ and Celine and I slept in the master bedroom.. woah.. comfortable sia.. first time i actually slept on that king-sized bed.. >.<

Watched Anacondas with my sis last evening.. that was a last minute decision and at first, i thought that movie was gonna be lame but yeah.. all i wanted was to be scare but not too frightened such t0 the limit that i dare not sleep.. that's why i didn't watch 'face' and will never ever dare to.. Weekends are pretty interesting.. there's a better turn in life after tt bloody accounting test.. tts why yeah.. guess im too happy enuff to watch 'a cinderella story' though i like the plot.

But things turned out different. 'Anacondas' was a much better movie than what i expected and i guess my father will like tt movie too.. have a good time laughing at the guy.. pardon, i've forgotten his name.

On the whole, the weekends passed fast but its considered good compared to the previous few awful ones.

Yet good things never last. Now its already Monday 6th sept. Meaning another DOOMSDAY. The morning have already started off badly with the need to be here by 9 just to hand in that stupid lcomm letter and ended up getting chased out of the staff room by some teachers whom i dun even know their names (not that i wanna know) ..

Next bad thing coming up : Lcomm lessons at 1 pm.

Prediciton: Day wun be any better until after 3 pm.

-.-

... seen through it and moved on.

Saturday, September 04, 2004
9/04/2004 08:06:00 PM

Its over. Accounting test is over. No matter how badly I had done, I won't talk about it. Since its over. And thats what matters most.
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Last night, I closed my eyes and the first image that came to my mind is the profit & loss statement sheet. And the moment I opened my eyes this morning, my mind was again greeted by the profit & loss statement sheet. Kewl, this shows how much accounting freaks me out. Grrrrrrrrrrr....

Ooh well, my parents are flying to Bangkok tonight. Again. My sis and I will rock the whole house! ^^,

I guess tonight when I close my eyes, the first image that comes to my mind will be the legal opinion letter.. siraj.. shaqil.. bakar.. musical instruments... beneficial contract.. undue influence.. PLAIN ENGLISH... Beware of your tone.. blah blah blah... Miss Lim's menancing glare.. OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< and these images will also be the one that greet me when I open my eyes tommorow.. -.-

The same thing: Legal Opinion Letter freaks me out. SERIOUSLY.

Anyone have a water gun?
I need to shoot myself with that.
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I didn't know Nicholas Spark's novel can be so sleep-inducing.. 'The Wedding' .. God, why did people say its a good book? From which part of the story did they justify their compliments? Really can't read on.. waste my money.. I'm only at chapter 3 and I can't read on further.. cos for every page i turned, my eyelids weigh heavier.

Or izzit not that the book's boring?

Or izzit just me?

Maybe its just me..

My problem.


... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, September 02, 2004
9/02/2004 11:21:00 PM

Finally one project is done. This means one heavy task cancelled off from my mental schedule.
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Next Challenge: Legal Opinion Letter

Deadline: Mon 6th Sept

Comments: High chances of sinking into the world under stress. Which means, double stress >.<
Other stress factors: Miss Lim's pouting cum frowing expression. (I tell you, this wun be a good sign if she does this to you. Why? Cos -- "Idiot Letter!" she would scream at your face. That dangerously means a failed grade.
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Well.. who to blame except for our negligence?
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Looking forward (not really) to the limit of my endurance with stress. -.-
But if life is carefree always, then it isn't life. Then there wun be any special feelings of freedom. It is thru agony, sadness and pain that we get to cherish happiness. It is every nasty feelings of hurt, stress and anguish that makes happiness and joy special. :)

Finally.. finally.. finally emilyn is able to talk some sense instead of craps.
Its indeed worth a lil celebration.
Maybe because I'm generally in a good mood today.
Dun ask me why.. I can't figure out either.
Anyway, we dun need a reason to be happy.
Do we?

And I forgot one thing.
I didn't know I woud actually yawn so many times during Ferlin's lecture.
Cos I'm in Ferlin's lecture! Mr Ferlin Jayatissa!
I should be so scared and nervous to even yawn.
But then in the end, i ended up yawning.

Why?

Who knows?

Who cares?

... seen through it and moved on.