Have been feeling rather moody these days due to numerous stuffs which goes on in the list of stress. Even listening to my favorite songs and doing things I like didn’t make me any better. The agonizing part would be even if I felt like crying, my eyes were dry from tears. Too many fears and doubts I supposed. Not only do I feel hesitant about the environment I am in, I’m also sure I need to have more confidence in myself.

Terrible headache now after the afternoon outing to bugis to shop for some formal wears. Should have spent this today at home to revise my accounts and touch on some project. But due to circumstances, I was forced to make a trip to town area - I won’t want to buy formal clothings at the very last minute again. At this point of time, I can’t afford last minute nonsense. But count myself lucky as I managed to get what I want without much hassle.

The idea of procrastinating sucks. Because at the end of the day, you would realize you have been neglecting your work and only freak out when they accumulated themselves till they reach the height of Mount Everest. Despite that, I never learn my lesson and the idea of procrastinating still remains. I guess almost everyone does that - procrastination. As long as I mange to complete everything before the deadlines, I will be okay.

Officially on the verge of bankruptcy now. Had been spending money again today. Just couldn’t control my itchy hands. But it doesn’t matter as long as its spending my own money and purchasing things that are worth it to me. I can’t believe that Jay’s new book costs less than twenty dollars. I expected it to be somewhere around twenty-five to thirty and when I heard that the cost is $18.40, I was sort of surprised. Yay! Another collection on Jay! Guess I can only really read it when I am really free from school work.

I am insane, I think. For some mad reasons I couldn’t comprehend, I actually bought JJ’s first album. Yet counting on the fact he is a local talent, I ought to show support. Well, at least he CAN sing and compose, though not as ‘powerful’ as Jay. Hiak. Biased me. So? Do you have any freaking problem?

My sis just watched ‘Hide & Seek’ yesterday. She told me the movie was rather scary and bet that I would be squeezing my eyes shut and sticking my index fingers in my ears if I ever watched it. Since she had unintentionally revealed the ending to me, that suspense was gone and there goes my interest to watch it too.

For now, I would be eternally grateful if I could pull through next week.

Father in heaven, please watch over everyone of us and may things run smoothly. Amen.