Just feel that I have been through lots of repeatitions this year. For example, I always catch the same movie two times. Not that I have lots of money or I'm crazy. But the fact is I'd like to go through the journey of adventures of the characters again. Sometimes, its just seems so real that it makes me forget myself or where I am whatever..

The only moment I snapped back to reality would be when the credits starts rolling in and thats when I realised I'm all the while in the real world. There's no way I can be like those characters in twins effect, fighting for freedom, hunting for treasure and overthrowing the vicious queen. There's no way I can be facing several big long anacondas and fighting my way to live, struggling to get out of the damned jungle.

Its even impossible that I can live in the ancient Troy nor Greece, watching the downfall of Troy. Nor can i see a spiderman swinging from buildings to buildings, on his mission to outdo unjustice. And I can never live in the matrix world where things can be played in the slow-motion format. All these things, its impossible in reality and I can only experience it in a third party's point of view. That is, forking out several bucks to catch a movie and watch those things happen.

But the moment when it ended, I realised that I'm all the while just in the freezing room with a screen in front. That's all. And with the upsetting knowlegde that my life would never be as eventful as those characters, I left the threatre. Of course, if my life were to be portrayed into a movie. It sure damn sucks and no one would watch it even if its free of charge. They say life is like a movie but it isn't stated that life is a movie where there will be lots of viewers.

Why would my movie be boring? I asked.

I finally got the answer from Miss Ng yesterday. It was during the last Lcm lecture and indirectly, one of the comments she made has helpled answered my question. For a once-in-a life time, I was thankful to her.

Because my life on the whole only consists of Temasek Polytechnic, bus stop, home.

Frankly speaking, who would want to watch a movie when there's only 3 scenes all the while?