Yet another grumpy day I had. Well, things were actually going on track until Lcm lessons started. For some reasons, I wasn't in the mood for any discussions. As a result, my mouth was zipped almost every minute, having no tendercy to talk. Just didn't feel like talking. I wasn't quite myself even when Miss Lim offered the class chocolate cookies. Guess I was the only one who didn't accept her offer. Not that I'm 'Dao' or watever.. but all of a sudden my hand was just too lazy to reach out for one piece of cookie. I tried to say 'No Thanks' but didn't in the end. See? My actions weren't listening to my commands and thats one of the worst thing one could ever have. So, I just shook my head at the cookies and smiled. Yeah... that didn't turn out well either. I did smile but the expression turned out like I've got my fingers stucked in a mouse trap. >.<
Things looked out on the brighter side when i went tuition earlier on. Man, what a surprise my student gave me. LOL.. she actually brought me to her room, tell me to close my eyes.. hahaha!! Gotcha.. i already knew wat's gonna come next.. and then,, but not reeli to what i expected, her lil brother and her showered tiny pieces of colour papers on me.. you know.. making it like the glitters stuff. "HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!" They shouted happily!! Its just too kind and nice of them... Kids are always so innocent. Really gotta thank them, they make me better. :) But after that shower of little pieces of colourful papers, i helped them to picked the 'glitters' up.. ^.^ ...
Guess what? My student actually gave me a hamtaro soft toy with a happy teachers day rose stucked in one of its hands. I realised how nice it is to be remembered.
But another crappy stuff dawn on me while i was waiting for the bus. Bus number 3 came and the stupid bus driver didn't see me standing so near at the line!!!! He simply drove the bus pass me and kewl!!! I stood there, gaping like a complete idiot as the bus vanished down the road.. No choice thou, still gotta pretend to be calm and all that.. POOF!!
... seen through it and moved on.
Sunday, August 29, 2004
8/29/2004 09:53:00 PM
I'm so vexed and upset now. This feelings always come during a Sunday night. Guess I must be worrying for lcm lessons tml. But worry about what? I really have no idea and yeah, its really stupid of me to worry when there's nothing to be worried about in the first place. Maybe there is but I just can't figure it out.
Sunday nights are the worst especially when there's school on Monday. Just feel there's something undone... something that needs to be completed by tml but i just dun grab it.. its so out of the reach.
And did i tell you how much it sucks to be attending tutorials nowadays? I mean, even when i go for lessons prepared, i still feel there's something i've not done.
Sometimes, i really worry there's something wrong with me. Sometimes i worry I dun actually feel things like regular people do. For those with normal minds, they should be worrying for their undone projects when the deadlines are coming so close. Sad to say, this doesn't really affect me much. I'm afraid that's me. No sense of urgency. But i just want to make it a point to the rest that
having no sense of urgency doesn't mean I'm a full-time slacker. What rights do you have to look down on me? Okie, something is definitely wrong with me now. -.- I dun need any help but frankly, school sux
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Then this is happening to me now. I'm seriously suffeirng from writer's block. I've been staring at the PC with the MS word program on but failed to type anything constructive. Not even a proper sentence. Damned shit. Inspiration stucked. What to do? There's no cure for this. God, i look like a dim-witted moron. Argh!
Morons are not meant to be clever anyway.
Maybe everyone is feeling the same as I do? And what the right do i have to complain, complain, complain? I'm not the only one left behind rite? But how come i dun see anyone with me? Gosh, this makes me think of Shi Jie Mo Ri by Jay.
Have faith.. have faith... Bleahzz.. i'm so numbed by these 2 words. No effect on me. Have faith?
Then who can give me faith in the first place?
Remembering the quotes on my sis's very very red t-shirt, it says something like --
We develop language because of our deep inner need to COMPLAIN.
Quite true.
The next saddest thing will be later on when i close my eyes to sleep. Cause the next moment when i open my eyes, morning greets me and then.................................
Time for SCHOOL.
See?
Life won't get any better now right?
... seen through it and moved on.
8/29/2004 05:59:00 PM
There's this weird thing abt my parents. They so muchie god-damn believe in fengshui. The fengshui Master (aka Master Ou was saying that in order for dunno watever fortune to 'flow into' the house, the door of the master bedroom must always be shut (there were lots others things Master Ou said but this is the one 'law' which i find it a lil ridiculous).
And this is wat happens -- my sis, even thou 'warned' many many times, always forgets to COMPLETELY shut the door of the toilet of the master bedroom.. LOL.. Mom isn't that happy with it.. haha...But then, she isn't angry too lah.
And hereby, she sets a rule for the both of us (not for my dad since he never forgets and is a 100% feng shui believer) by which, I've sort of formatted it into a statutory version:
'Whoever forgets/fails to COMPLETELY shut the toilet door of the master bedroom shall be punished with a fine of not more than $5 and not less than $5. '
So yeah.. think i will write out this provision later on on a A4 sized paper and paste it at the door of that particular toilet.
And not to forget, must give credits to all Law tutors (esp Miss Jane Marie Ng and Mr Ferlin Jayatissa) for teaching me all those stautory 'skills'.. -.- ...
In addition, that will be the first sort of official statute i've ever created in my whole life. But yeah.. will only be official for the Lu family.
That's all.
... seen through it and moved on.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
8/28/2004 07:20:00 PM
Yesterday wasn't a good day for me.. argh... feeling rather grumpy and hey!! Its suppose to be CCN day but i found myself stucked in the middle of projects and having stupid Lcomm lessons... it was the nastiest lcm tut i ever had in my whole darn life. For some odd reasons, i have this feeling that Miss Lim is purposely trying to make things difficult for us, esp when the weekends are just round the corner.. Perhaps she meant well but grrr -.- .. can't stand her much.. Oops.. will she drop by my blog?? LOL... Be it if she does... >.<
Real bloody BAD BAD day yesterday. Pple enjoying themselves in the CCN but certainly not for me and my frenz!! Projects projects stupid projects!! And then there's this peer appraisal thingy which contributes to disrupting my mood... Had to control all my temper.. guess pple could see that i'm angry.
The day turned for the better when evening came.. went to watch Twins Effect with my sis.. Yeah!! Watched that movie again but i have a good laugh!! haha!!
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Then well.. the crim pro meeting today sort of went smoothly (but not that smooth) Then things do get outta track.. Was rather pissed off when out of nowhere, someone came into the picture and said discouraging stuffs to Shi Kin and me.. What to do?? Can only 'tahan' and ignore.
Okie, so this is what i've concluded:'You can do 10 good things but others wun remember it. And they will only remember that 1 thing you did wrong. Secondly (Oops!! Rachel says its the wrong kinda English), one wrong thing you did is enough to make others forget the 10 good things you've done. In simpler words, humans only remember the bad things about others but for the good ones, they either forget or disregard them. What the carp is wrong with the mentality of human beings?.. >.<' (As if im not one but yeah... i do remember other's good points okie!! LOL.. my group members got nice comments from me in the peer appraisal form leh!! ^.^ )
Next idiotic thing i've discovered. Outta fun, i downloaded the song 'Tuo Diao' by Alex Du.. found out that the music is excactly the same as Edison's 'Chao Su You Xi'.. only change the lyrics!! Hey!! Ed's version is so so so muchie better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
... seen through it and moved on.
Thursday, August 26, 2004
8/26/2004 11:51:00 PM
LOL.. David De Cruz got kicked out.. Oooh well, that's more or less expected and to think i still believe in miracles.. lolx... my family were placing our 'bets' earlier on after watching the 10 contestants performances... haha!! I bet that David De Cruz, Jessie and Olinda will get into the top 10 finals... hmmm.. not bad at least.. i made 2 correct guesses but my father.. well.. all 'gang kui' hahahaha!!! Grrr... the next 10 in group 2 seems so dull.. sigh... now with my fav contestant out, i suddenly lost a lil interest in the show. :(
On the whole, life so far has been rather sympathetic with me... but all stress are sure to roll back next week with so many things going on..
Got my accounting test back yesterday.. lol... pass but not a good grade.. looks like i need to buck up despite the fact that i hate the subject.. Hospi tutorial today was hilarious... enjoyed myself solving all those crossword puzzles with my group members.. haha.. we sort of 'trade' answers with the other groups and all this so so fun!! Miss Quah is reeli a good tutor.. she knows how to build rapport with us.. come to think of it, this CDSs is not back actually. :)
And know what? There's this idoitic thing i've just found out : 'Secret Window' is no longer showing!! What's the problem??!!! **yells** its in threatres for less than 2 weeks only!!! God!! Looks like i've got no choice.. My sis was insisting on watching '13 going on 30'... after giving much thought, i was sort of against it. Cos the movie sounds rather childish .. Come on!! Watch a 30 yr old adult act cute and all that... POOF!! >.< *goose bumps* Initially thought its pretty interesting. Well, but not now anymore.
So this is what i've done, i suggested watching twins effect and another problem came when my sis was reluctant for thats show.. then this is wat happened, i promised to pay half of her movie tix.. haha!! But now, it seems like its gonna be a family outing tml.. cos my father wants to watch too!! And the same goes for my mom.. Hopefully things turn out well tml nite... Twins Effect 2!! Here i come again!! ^.^
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... seen through it and moved on.
8/26/2004 04:46:00 PM
Hell loads of things to do tonight (ranking from most important):
1) Watch Spore idol
2) come up with a decent contract mindmap
3) Crim pro research
Here comes the problem: no time to complete everything shit thing by tonite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But with every problem comes a solution too...
Solution: Do mindmap and crimpro while watching spore idol
Effects: Killing to birds with a stone. Saves time. But, wun be able to fully concentrate on the show... tsk tsk... >.<
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... seen through it and moved on.
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
8/25/2004 01:08:00 PM
Raining cats and dogs outside... lol... wth am i doing here? In this lab with nothing to do at all but just surfing around the net aimlessly and blogging about dunno wateva topic that's on my mind.. Woah.. the Biz canteen was sort of 'flooded' by the heavy downpour.. wasted lots of empty seats... Good thing i 'scram out' of the house earlier this late morning or else my father's gonna tell me to take in the clothes...
Pretty pissed of by plagiarism.. dun ppl know how serious that kinda offence is?? Almost every moment of my life, i often sees plagiarising, be it in skool, internet of wateva crap... shoot.. tt guy beside me damn noisy.. the way he talk is as if this lab is his house .. KAOZ... I was wondering... when will i be able to complete all my projects? There are lots to do and yeah... Shikin's grp is presenting today... WhooPee!! I needn't do anything since mine was last week.. lol... Nadiana was saying that i look exceptionally happy today.. well, truth is, im not reeli happy.. perhaps its just that they're nervous... >.<
Can't wait to watch 'Secret Window' this friday.. bet its gonna be a good movie and not to forget, there's Singapore Idol tml nite!! But looks like it isn't a 'live' show... hey everyone! Vote for David De Cruz okay?!!! ^.^ ...
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... seen through it and moved on.
8/25/2004 11:43:00 AM
Last morning i was entirely exhuasted and due to the poor function of my mind and body, i woke up from a nightmare. Stupid nightmare i had ( dreamt of many crappy stuffs at once: me having a fierce argument with my uncle, mi hitting my student for not doing homework etc etc.. cnt reeli recall) but all i could remember was i woke up with tears in my eyes.. lol.. come to think of it, i wanna laugh... -.- ... ...
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The last episode of 'room in my heart' was nice... so sweet of all of the casts.. i especially loves what Wen Hui said -- "
I rather have her in the darkness than lose her in the brightness".
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Okie.. did i forget to mention that i am in school now? So yeah.. can't reeli 'talk' much... buaizz... :)
... seen through it and moved on.
Sunday, August 22, 2004
8/22/2004 09:31:00 PM
LOL.. guys, got this cute thing to share.. haha!! Its twins and boyz... they're just like little kids queing up!! LOLx **pengz** (PS: Credits to
GC united for the animation)
PS: Steven (the guy at the back) looks so toot!! LOL ^.^
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Bye!! Shiat.. skl tml!! -.-
... seen through it and moved on.
Saturday, August 21, 2004
8/21/2004 11:36:00 PM
I realised that I am in deep shit.
Missed school for two days = Many work undone.
God, I HATE Lcomm.
Can't the tutors give us a break?
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WTH is wrong? Why can't just upload the case instead of having to get it from you? >.<
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Argh! Brain not working well now. Spent the whole day (YEAH!! WHOLE AFTERNOON!!) cleaning and tidying my room, inhaling loads of dust. LOL.. dump most of my soft toys into a pail of soapy water for washing... haha!! But no big probs... they managed to 'survive'.
Results: Room is now neat, tidy and presentable - An Anti-Rubbish Chute environment.
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OKie, wun blog abt my darned life tonight since i think all that comes out would be nonsense. Life really going out of track le. Instead, will just share something interesting:
The worst pain in the world is knowing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him. Yet life goes on once you realize your own strength inside of you: the strength to realize that saying goodbye doesn't mean that you don't love the person anymore or that you don't want to keep them in your life. It doesn't mean you're weak. It means that you've the strength to let go and live your life to the fullest because you've learned that life really is good. You are strong and can only be as happy as you choose.
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... seen through it and moved on.
8/21/2004 12:52:00 AM
Its awful seeing how my Granny and Aunt are always quarreling over religious matters. I mean, so what if one is a chirstian or watever? Not that im losing faith in lord or being biased. But i do feel that watever religion we take, as long as we feel peaceful, then things will be solved. To me, being a muslim, chirstian or buddhist doesnt matter much at all.
Honestly, i really dun like how one person is trying to convert another one to his/her religion. Not that its wrong but often, its up to the hearts of the people to decide. My father, who was a chirstian sort of lose faith in Christ and converted himself to a buddhist. Ooh well, i've no objections against that and i agree with mom, as long as he feels at ease and have deep belief in that particular God, why force or advise him to take on another religion. Then of course, i still keep him in my prayers.
I hated it when often how people console their friends using the Lord Jesus christ.. i mean, do they really mean it? After all, it sounds so fake and unconvincing when it comes out from their mouth. Just to show off that you're a faithful chirstian? Or finding words to make the other party comfortable? Or do you really mean what you say? Guess only the hearts have the answers.
Now i understand why there's no peace.
Must be the fault of both sides.
I always trust the lord and will always be.
Thou i dun go to church for long.
Now i also understand why my granny dun like those who tried converting people with deep beliefs of their religions to another religion..
sort of disrespect? Maybe.
My aunt once ask me between heaven and hell, what will be my choice after death?
Heaven.
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But if im really dead, then that's it. I dun reeli believe in recarnation or rising to heaven.
... seen through it and moved on.
Friday, August 20, 2004
8/20/2004 10:34:00 PM
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
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As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
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Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)
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... seen through it and moved on.
8/20/2004 12:01:00 AM
no shiat for me to do now so yeah... i found myself blogging here again.. then i found myself debating -- should i go for class tml? since an absence from lcomm makes no harm... lol.. i mean, my attendance for that subject so far is full.. yeah... ist perhaps time i break that record. honestly, plain english makes my life plain.. makes the world so plain but then of course, flowery laugauge doesn't equals to dense english but.. well.. cool... dunno wth im saying...
opinion writing tml again? hello!!! lcomm tutors, mind changing the subject? frankly speaking, letters makes me puke...
was recalling the times when i was still that kinda f4 freak and cool... how childish can i get? lol.. i wanna laugh at my goals during sec 4 -- .. wun share it cos its kinda embarassing -.- ... guess only one of my frenz know bah.. God reeli would be blessing me if she forgets that... wahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! >.< ... but now, im no more of that thou will still pout over some stuffs and well just waiitng for that ******* to fill up that emptiness... okie .. i bet no one will understand wat im writing abt cos i delibrately make it so... so that when i read it, only i could understand what i mean... -.- ... 10 years from now when i walk now the road, how will i be? Where will i be? grrrr... can't imagine.... >.<
... seen through it and moved on.
Thursday, August 19, 2004
8/19/2004 09:39:00 PM
just finished watching singapore idol and man.. the judges are so 'unpredictable'!! Haha!! Each time i see the way Ken stares at the contestants, i dunno whether to laugh or to fume with anger.. -.- What the... it ends b4 9.30!! lol.. tot i could watch more... >.<.. YAY!! David De Cruz got into the top 30!! Hopefully he can 'survive' till the end... lol...wat a cool dude attitude he has got!! Thinks of all guys in SD, he's the most good-looking one ba... lolx!!
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... seen through it and moved on.
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
8/18/2004 10:18:00 PM
The oral presentation today went on better than what i expected.. lol.. guess there's reeli teamwork within my group and im happy about that.. but i think i screwed up my Q & A session.. lots of things were out of my mind and of all questions, i was asked with those im weakest at... haha!! But since its over, im not gonna think so much about it... finally can take a little break ^.^ cool.. needn't be so 'kan cheong' for the rest of this week.. ^.^ ...
nearly wanted to skip accounting tutorial earlier on.. man, i hate that subject more than i had ever hated any subject in my life (except for physics and chem) .. Im never good with numbers and will never be in future. Guess i must be one of the minority that failed the sem test.. but hey.. who cares? Im not that kind who set high expectations of myself and go worrying all about my results.. In worse terms, i just dun give a damn about my studies..LOLx.. i will be more than contented with a sastifactory grade.. i mean, no point gruelling over this kinda stuffs which have no interests to me rite?
But hey... on areas on things of my interests, i do set high expectations.. lol.. so after all, i guess im not that hopeless... haha!!
Okie.. im so damn bloody madly in love with Jay's 'Yuan Yu Hui' .. lol... i couldn't describe my feelings after hearing tt song until i read from i-mag.. yeah... it says something like -- 'This song (Yuan Yu Hui) makes you felt loved and cared. '
I guess that how i always feel when listening... (^.^) ...
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... seen through it and moved on.
8/18/2004 11:00:00 AM
since yesterday till now, my stomach hasn't been kind to me... feeling so sick and lousy now... by rite should be preparing for the OP later on and should be studying for contract law Q & A.. this reeli freaks me out.. my mind and body aren't in one piece now.. WTH is with this?! i feel so uncomfortable wearing formal clothes.. hopefully everything goes smoothly today, especially for the OP later on... sigh.. now in com lab waiting for my group members.. hopefully they come soon... cos frankly speaking, thou all presentation slides are done, but the main fear would be the lack of practice... As the saying goes - practice makes perfect -.-
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... seen through it and moved on.
Monday, August 16, 2004
8/16/2004 11:05:00 PM
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... seen through it and moved on.
Sunday, August 15, 2004
8/15/2004 06:35:00 PM
Time reeli flies... fast. OMG... its skool reopen tml!! With so many things undone, i doubt i will 'survive' well for the next couple of weeks.. gotta be damn busy handling with projects submissions and all craps given by law tutors, who are nature PBL lovers.. -.- ... But the good news is, i'm so much able to work well with my group members now.
Hmm.. perhaps, i should learn to accept and compromise things. I might not like the way some things are done but on the other hand, there's a necessity that i reflect on myself too. What i dislike about some people, i realised that i see those bad points in myself too. Indeed, teamwork would only turn out productive if everyone learns from each other's strengths and help out with the weaknessess. Still, i'm trying on that but definitely, team work to me now isn't a torture. Not anymore.. How stupid am i to actually realise the meaning of this till now...:
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... seen through it and moved on.
Friday, August 13, 2004
8/13/2004 12:30:00 PM
came up with a lame excuse to shut everything off her.. where on Earth got people like to argue so much? The conversation (more like an interrogation to me).. well, i find it kind of hostile and i see no point in continuing.. This sux. Really
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PUKE. -.-
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I guess its time i tidy up my room before it looks like a rubbish chute.. and perhaps, its time to specked off those dust on the shelves before cockroaches come waving their feelers at me.. -.- ... But with all books lying around, lecture notes in every part of visible areas and with so many nonsensical stuffs lying every where, where am i suppose to start first? Nah, maybe just leave it alone. No use tidying since its gonna get messy in another 2 days.
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Maybe, will wait until my Mom screams: "Han ar!! TIDY YOUR ROOM!!"
Then... ...
I will do it.
OMG!! I can't believe it.. after the weekends, there goes my wonderful one week break.. argh.. haven even reeli rest.. :(
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*Peace. Guess i have crapped enuff.
... seen through it and moved on.
Thursday, August 12, 2004
8/12/2004 10:12:00 PM
WEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm just so so so
HAPPY i have to blog this!! Just returned home from watching
twins effect 2 with
Joyce!! Man.. the movie rocks
BIG TIME!! And know what? The first person that appeared in the show is Edison!! Yeah... E-D-I-S-O-N..
EDISON!! LOLZ... Enjoy myself lots today!! But Ed's part so little.. think he like die in the end.. wahhhaaa!!!
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Gill's so cool in the movie and Char & PoLin are so cute together (wat a huan xi yuan jia!!) !! LOLx.. gonna buy the VCD when it comes out.. honestly, its an
AWESOME movie cos it simply makes my day and thanks alot to Joyce for the company!! Come to think of it, its the first time the both of us catch a movie together.. i mean, just only the both of us...Before the movie, we settled our dinner at Pastamania and do some window shopping ^.^ ...
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Coincidence or what? I actually bump into 2 of my group mates just now.. lol.. okie dokie.. dunno what to say but.............
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Be sure to catch Twins Effect 2!!!
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I have a good laugh!! Its so cute and nice!! :) Hmm... come to recall, i dun reeli hv a deep impression on Jaycee.. haha!! Can't reeli feel his existence.. but now, twins rocks my world!! LOL.. Po Lin is so funny too!! :)
... seen through it and moved on.
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
8/11/2004 01:41:00 PM
The coolest postie ever!! LOL!!
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Hey... WTH is this? so now i see... Ed's only the guest appearence in Twins Effect 2.. no wonder his role is so so so so so (x 1000000000000000) limited.. -.- ... hate it :(.. LOL but i dun care.. im gonna watch the movie tml!! Twins rocks my world.. lol.. was looking forward to the movie since ages and am i glad tt its finally showing tml!! ^.^ ...
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But... i DUN LIKE Jaycee... Lolx...
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All of a sudden i feel a lil relaxed... a BIG SUPER DUPER part of the project is completed.. just left the slides and presentation part.. God is nicer to me nowadays... :) I dun care.. i want to relax tml... twins!! Here i come!!
sign off...
amen...
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**
amazing grace comes playing... **
... seen through it and moved on.
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
8/10/2004 10:44:00 PM
Which of the Jay MV girls are you?
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Which of Jay's personalities do you hold?
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Which of Jay's hairstyles fit you best?
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... seen through it and moved on.
Saturday, August 07, 2004
8/07/2004 09:26:00 AM
Met up my primary skool fren, Debbie for dinner at pastamania during Thursday.. lol.. as usual, we talk and crap and i was so so so so surprised to find out that
she likes JJ too!! HAHA!! Coz she seldoms listen to chinese songs and i was like kinda shocked to know that she likes JJ.. LOL... after that we take photos.. althou we only spent about 3 hours together, i felt jubilant and contented to be able to meet up a fren whom i haven been seeing for long...
After dinner, i bought Jielun's album.. hmm.. not bad..got a few songs i like.. esp the last two songs, ge qian and of course, Qi Li Xiang. But haven watch the vcd yet.. ^.^
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LOL haha!! I'm so happy i got my tution pay yesterday.. yeah!! Can spend $$$ le!! Bought a story book by Adeline Ye Mah.. some sort of a continuation of Chinese Cinderella... maybe the reason im reading her books because her stories are real life happenings and it inspires and motivates me to work hard and be more determined..
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Did i say how crap my group was? We met up for a meeting on Thurday... suppose to meet at 11 but some late and it started at 12, end at 12.30... i dunno to laugh or to get angry but we only delegated work for each other and the meeting lasted not more than 30 minutes.. lol.. can just divide work thru the phone rite?? LOLx..
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Shoot.. seems impossible to relax during this one week break.. too many things to do.. all skool project craps.. -.-
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Can't wait...
twins effect coming soon!! YAY!!
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PEACE,
*emilyn
... seen through it and moved on.
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
8/04/2004 11:03:00 PM
people around me had been saying how easy accounting test was yesterday but to me, i just wish i can pass.. that's all i want.. my major weakness is with numbers so one can most probably imagine how tough it is to deal with accounts... Yoopee!! I'm gonna get jielun's album tml!! Can't wait till i spin tt CD in my player.. hope its gonna be nice.. hey!! What am i saying?!
When on Earth have Jay the diao disappoint us?? LOL.. ^.^ ...
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Group meeting tml at 11.. group meeting tml..
GROUP MEETING TML!! 100% everyone punctual? 100% attendence? 100% will get things does?? i have no say and i dun dare imagine that.. just hope that things turn out fine tml..**cross fingers and prays super hard** -.- ...
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i sat down wondering why are some of my frenz so concerned over doing better and getting better results than the others.. to me, this competition is unnecessary.. it only tense you up.. i mean, yeah.. staying competitive does makes one improve.. but what's the point of slicing off your interests and fun in order to be one of the best?
WhAT GOOD does it does us even if we are on top on the rest? For future? Or for Fame? Or just for self-improvement? Aniwae, i dun believe that a cert can affect our future.. cos gd results dun mean good experience.. the future is in my hands and yeah.. its up to me to decided.. not a useless black and white paper to set the verdict..
One may be the best...
But he or she may never be as happy as the rest...
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i heard from one of my frenz tt he's gonna spend the one week term break to study and catch up.. cool.. if im in his shoes, i wun... after all.. what matters most to me in life is to do things i want.. a rare chance for a short term break.. means free time.. means i can do my own stuffs..
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Sign Off...
BUAIz
... seen through it and moved on.
Monday, August 02, 2004
8/02/2004 11:30:00 PM
Hmm.. what should i say? i should in fact be studying for my accounting test tml but why am i still stuck by the fantasies of internet and blogging?
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Honestly, I DON'T KNOW **shrugs**
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jUST AS I BLOG THERE's something real hmm.. 'lame' i wanna share.. my sis just entered the room and said - "I still wanna laugh when i see you sec one photo." With that she left the room..
well,i wanna laugh too.. my hairstyle real toot that time...
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was trying to explore the adobe photoshop.. man, its so complicating and stuff..
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Zaizai's songs veri nice, now as i listened to his second album, i feel as if im still crazy over him.. lol.. will never forget those days when Celine, Huimin, Joyce and me were those F4 freaks.. haha!! Happy Days in LYSS.. The days there were often the best to me cos in TP, thou time table not as packed, but i felt as if im confined and
deprived of freedom.. almost everyone here seemed to be looking out for themselves only.. sad to say but well.. the environment is 'selfish'.. thats all i can say..
Am i selfish? One of those people too? I often asked myself.
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But then as i kept myself with those thoughts, i realised that many people there are not worth my sacrifices.. can i find friendship there?
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Friends, i miss all of you lotz and hope you guys do remember me.. -.- ...
In the process of madness blend with desepration, swimfan's wacky mind came out with this:
LOST
I know groaning is not a good way out
Wanna shout and pout
But still no way out
I understand crying cannot make things right
Try to put up a strong front
But my tears disallowed that
Will walking alone in the streets work out?
No answer. No reply
Lost... I'm lost
Totally lost in this world
I couldn't find myself
I've misplaced me
I've lost my way
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Sign off...
... seen through it and moved on.
