today, i learnt that life is too short to live. the sudden death of my cousin's mother made me realized how vulnerable life is. i must cherish everyone beside me be it they had made small or big differences in my life. Everyone that I know, be it my frenz, family or those whom im not very close with... all of them made a difference in me and makes a better me.
 
omg! my morning was greeted with a flu and now, i can't stop sneezing! -.- ... there seemed to be a big lump of thick liquid stuck in my throat and im dying to get tt out but to no avail.
 
not to what i expected, i spent the whole day.. yeah.. almost the whole day to do the crim pro report but still, i haven't completed it. i had learnt another lesson -- never do things at the last minute. But hey... im someone with no sense of urgency.. morever, under the stress of time limit, the productivity is double. i guess this rule applies to me so no matter what, its by my nature to do things the very last moment.
 
Accounting sux big time.. i hate tt subject and im the weakest with numbers.. 
 
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swimfan is...
feeling: sick now ->- ...
dreading: skool tml (dunno why thou)
mad: at herself >.<
hating: SKOOL
hoping for: a long vacation to cruise ^.^
needing: more holidays
lacking: the 'talent' to manage time more efficiently
looking forward to : twins effect 2
trying: to be better
writing: about the pathetic life of this realistic world
dying: of stress
living: for the sake of her inspirations and ambitions
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swimfan thinks...
1) heelys are the silliest creation (am i saying that again **roll eyes**)
2) her group mates (some) are actually not bad after all..
3) she is a attitude problamactic nowadays
4) the world needs lots more love
5) the accounting lecturer's teaching skills should be improved
6) she needs more confidence -.-
7) life is full of Ups and doWns
8) a person would fight more for his interests than for his rights
9) that most people are selfish (even those closest to you)
10) that afterall, life is worth living bcz of hopes, dreams, apirations, love, family and frenz ^.^
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swimfan dare not...
1) spit at that irrtating ass >.<
2) tell off her fren for doing something wrong
3) watch horror movies
4) jump off the building
 
swimfan is...
1) paraniod
2) irritating
3) NOT silly but stupid
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Last but not least, swimfan is going to stop crapping now.
Therefore,  bye.. **Leaves and slams the door shut.**
 
Peace. **radio starts playing amazing grace**