stupid! stupid! stupid! why am i so stupid?! only God knows why... **shrugs**...
5 things in this world people can't endure -- betrayal, bad news, broken hearts, lies and hypocrites.
Betrayal-- it hurts ya know when someone you trusted so much turned his/her back against you.
Bad news-- believe it ornot.. every living soul in this world loves to hear only the good side of things. Ironic. But true.
Broken hearts-- Time can never heal the wounds.. it only numbs the pain :(
Lies-- if you are lying, continue lying so my heart wun be shattered to learn that you're lying -.- ... ...
hypocrites -- GET OUT OF MY WAY! I dun need your fake concern nor do i need your artificial care!
 
  Know what ppl? when i was young, my mom always told me to first, keep my word. Second, be responsible for what i did and third, never insult anyone unintentionally. So if i insult you, you can be bloody goddam sure i meant it. :<
 
Losers with no imagination say that if you start a new school, there has to be a first day. Who cares if it was the first day? **shrugs** i dunno wat the hell are wrong with these ppl.. HELLO??!! There's nothing such as 1st day of skool... if there is, then you can be sure there is this thing such as first day of my life eating in the skl canteen... first day of my life digging my nose in the first day of my skool lecture threatre... -.-
 
Pretty people do ugly things -- this is a perfect law of nature i had learnt through my times of growing up. Innocent face doesnt = innocent attitude. Get it? Behind that angelic smile is a devil's smirk. If i ever forget that theory for even a minute, there's always some good-looking assholes to remind me and there... i just saw one... puff!!
 
And c'mon adults!! YES, I MEAN ALL ADULTS!! LISTEN UP!! It's simply wrong to always order the kids to stop fighting There are times when one child is simply just defending his rights and damned well SHOULD be fighting!
 
As a child, i was a disaster.. i was slow in learning, dim-witted in absorbing and i feared skool.. it wasn't hatred i feel for skool. Instead, it was fear. The only talent i had during that time was making the adults angry such to the extend that i always earned lots of cane marks from them. Its pain but the harder you hit me, the tougher i will get on you. That's me when i was young. I was often seen as the outcast and perhaps i am till now. C'mon, i just gotta admit it ya. No point avoiding the truth.  My stupidity was the main thing that distinguish me from other kids. It took me double the time any normal child would take to master the maths times table.
 
But now as i grew up, God granted me mercy. i was relieved that i wasn't that dim-witted child  thou i still am stupid. i know people are looking down on me (even those im close with) but i dun wanna give a shit about it. I am who i am and im sure that if you're really my fren, you wun mind the way i talk, the way i dressed and the way my attitude is but yeah.. i appreciated those who correct my mistakes and makes a better me.
 
PS: This blog is not based on the objective of seeking attention. Scram if you think i am. swimfan just want to post a different blog. she is tired and sick of typing out her current life.. waste of space since nothing exciting happened this past few days.. even if there is, she dun wanna share. she wants to keep them in her heart. her best fren now is herself.. not that she's 'zhi lian' but to be true, she only trusts herself most now.