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Thursday, April 01, 2004
4/01/2004 01:39:00 PM


Had been feeling rather moody and low since last few weeks and just when I was almost breaking down but still trying to hang on, my dear friends Branda, Lester and Huimin actually came to my house with a cake. I was completely stunned to see Branda at my door when I answered it but yet, I really appreciated the time and effort they took to cheer Huimin and me up. Thanks a lot guys!! Huimin had to even rushed down from school to my house that was pretty far away.

When they’re in the house as we cut the cake and laughter filled the place, I realize that after all, I am not alone at all… there are still many people who care for me. Perhaps I should continue hanging on. This is just a trivial test that God has to me. Now, sometimes will meet Joyce during morning to go to school together and we would relate to each other the parts and parcels or difficulties we’re facing on life now. I realized that in my class, there’s reeli no real people I can totally relate all my problems to… whatever I tell them is only the very surface. Anyway, they never seems to care either… Perhaps, it just that they would never understand. I get to understand and yearned that if time could traveled back, I would further cherish those lhappy times I had with my frenz in lyss.

How odd this could get… but I knew things would never be the same again… there’s no way I can turn back time… There always people saying “if only I could… I won’t have…� or “if only I didn’t do this at the first place….� Or even “if I could turn back time… I would have…�…. But then to think again, if all these ‘ifs’ are possible, if one can do things again or to turn back time, then there wun be this things known as ‘cherish’…

Each time I saw him on msn, I wanted to talk to him or perhaps, always have this silly thinking that he will popped up and say ‘hi’ but I knew I shouldn’t be thinking too much… all these are just too impossible… Now what I must do is to get all things done properly, focus in my upcoming examinations and also, my frenz out there… to bring them out of their misery… thou I don’t know how should I but still, I would if they need my help…

I wonder what’s happening to my grp members… they seemed to be loathing me… Am I too sensitive?? No I dun think I am… I wanted to contribute but its seems that she wants to do everything herself and in the end, complained that we are slacking, making us feel bad… what’s the fault of always wanting to have a grp meeting n only informing me at the last minute??… Duh… what the heck?? Its not as if im a free bird 24/7… I’ve my own schedules too… I felt dangerous among them cos they might be smiling at you but u’ll never know if they are stabbing at your backs… Still, there’s also someone here I could laugh and chat with…

... seen through it and moved on.