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Wednesday, December 31, 2003
12/31/2003 11:03:00 PM


Hee… I’m back to blog again… Nowadays just have got no mood to blog… (^.^)… Finally, in less then 2 hours time, we would have to bid 2003 goodbye and welcome 2004. Hmm… to me, 2003 is considered a dark year… You know, so many things had happened… First was the war in Iraq… Next is that terrible SARs… Followed by the death of Lesile Cheung, Xiao Hei and now, Anita Mui…

While learning that God had taken Anita Mui away, I realized that life is so short and unpredictable, so there shouldn’t be any regrets while living and we should treasure life, living it to the fullest. No one would ever know what’s going to happen the next moment…

This year, I had learned a lot of things… so much stuffs that one won’t get to learn from textbooks… its all about life… 2003 seemed to be a year where I had undergone many changes and get into contact with different kind of things. Nevertheless, all these changes created a better me… a more sensible me…

I Can still remember how Siew Wen, Aishah and I went around for job hunting and interviews… My very first job was working in a laundry shop… will never forget that experience… I get to realize how tough working life is and the boss simply sux… But after four days, I didn’t work anymore coz I got chicken pox… Maybe its God’s way of saving me from that living hell… Although life is like shit while working there… ya know, have to deal with filthy clothes, curtains…awwwww… but I get to have a taste of working life.

My very first pay… I can still remember, I spend it on Meteor Garden 2 Vcd.. haha but I didn’t regret buying although the show not nice coz F4’s my favorite… although I’m not that crazy over them now, I knew that I’m gonna like them forever…

After my chicken pox disaster is over, I went for job-hunting again and went to work in a factory together with Joyce, Aishah and Sri… By the time I started working there, Veron and Siew wen had already quit. Life there was no better than working in the laundry shop but at least, I have friends with me. Hmmm… always kana complain by the team leader but there were also got nice people… Got to know a few very nice, very cute Aunties there… Its really a regret that I had lost contact with them… Will never forget the life there … I get to see the evil side of people… For me, I took it as a challenge that for each day I work there, its considered an achievement… coz its never easy working there…

After taking my Olevel results, I quit that job while Aishah and Sri continued working there… wonder how they can tarhan so long… I change my ‘profession’ to teaching tuition. Then, I realize that I’ve got the right job coz the kids are simply too cute and so innocence… Oh ya I forgot to mention, before that was the f4 concert… hmm… like the concert but its not fun lar… oei…have to rush here rush to the van.. rush everywhere like siao you call this fun? But undeniably, its exciting… Rite Celine?? F4 concert exciting rite?? Heee… Celine ar Celine… my best F4 partner coz we two are siao over them one but now, we are more mature…

Then, the 2003 most scariest movie for me is ‘Ju-On’ haha… woah man!! Can’t sleep after watching … Even Branda and Lester had to send me home… Can still remember in the threatre Huimin keep on grabbing my bag dun give me… I so scared then got one kid go sit on the floor beside Lester and he tot its was the ‘Ju On’ haha… nearly pengzzz…

While teaching tuition, I realized how fun life could get but then, there’s also a responsibility for the student’s results… reeli happy when teaching… But in the end, I left some students coz gotta start lessons in poly soon… I was sort of reluctant to leave them but I knew I had to… In the end, I can only manage to teach one student due to the hectic schedule in Poly…

Can still remember that a week before the Poly orientation, I won tickets… movie tickets for ‘twins effect’ and I get to watch movie with Edison, Twins and Ekin!! Hahaha I go and watch it with Branda and it was like, Edison is just SITTING IN FRONT OF US!! What the!!! Nearly died of suffocation sia!! He so handsome, so cool and so hot!!

Ya know, every time Branda and I call his name, he confirm will wave at us!! See!! Where on Earth can find such a good handsome guy like him??!! Because of that, Branda also went gaga over him and I was simply too jubilant to see him… Not I bhb but I think we gave Edison and Twins the most impression coz we were the nosiest!! Reeli!! Then all their fans at the very back only we two crazy one in front with all those others… not fans… Haha… Will never forget that beautiful memory…

When poly life started, everything went quite well and I kinda of enjoy school… miracle sia… Emilyn Lu Si Han would like school but its true!! Poly life is fun!! Although it can get hectic and stress but definitely, I had learnt a lot and have lots of fun!!!! (^.^)v… will never forget how late I stayed in school wit my group members just to get our project done and those hectic days but we finally see rainbows after the storm!! Its definitely worth it!! =)

Well, besides all these, lots of things happen in 2003 but I just couldn’t think further now… time reeli flies… those days when I see words floating on my textbook during Chemistry lessons seemed like yesterday only…. Those times in LYS with my frenz seemed like yesterday too… but believe it, I had already left Loyang Sec for a year… time flies… too fast that it waits for no man.

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PS: This blog is specially dedicated to all my dearest friends, especially;

Siew Wen – Hi there!! Best wishes for 2004 and May God Bless you abundantly!! =) Take care always and hope to take 359 with you soon… =)

Hui Min – Hi there!! Continue to enjoy Poly life and all the best!! =) Although we might not be seeing each other often now, but always, you will be on my mind… Cheers!! =) Take care always… Never forget whenever you’re down, I’ll always be here to listen…

Celine—Yo!! May Happiness be your companion in this wonderful 2004!! =) Have a great year!! Take care and may God bless you endlessly!! =)

Joyce – Hi there!! Hee.. although we in TP but always didn’t get to see you de….Aniwae, have a happy 2004!! =) Take care there!! =)

Why only this four people?? Well… coz you guys are the ones always reading my blog… To the rest of my friends, have a fun 2004 and take care there!!

All my frenz… though not together anymore… we have different lives, different things to head for… and different destinations to go but I knew it in heart that wherever we go, we would always be on one’s another mind… Friends Forever…







... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, December 23, 2003
12/23/2003 10:52:00 PM


Hey there!! Christmas is drawing near and it’s a wonderful occasion. Well dear frenz, I’m broke now so pardon me tat I couldn’t buy presents… But still, I want to give you guys something for Xmas. Instead, I’ve written a story about Christmas for my frenz out there as a gift. It’s just a short story not exceeding 12 chaps and I will be finishing it by this week… Feel free to drop by there if interested and May God bless all of you! =) Frenz Forever~! (^_^)v Happy Xmas and do take care! =)

Title: .+:Lovely Christmas:+.
Starring: Edison and Gillian
Url: www.winglin.net/fanfic/emilyn6/

Seasons Greetings;
Emilyn aka s.w.i.m.f.a.n

... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, December 18, 2003
12/18/2003 02:19:00 AM


Its already about 2am now and why is still haven sleep? Wellzzz I am NOT tired mah… I nothing to do so I blog lor… This few weeks I was like sleeping around 3 in the morning and always waking up during noon… my body alarm spoil liao but I simple juz love to stay up till very very late in the nitezzz… ya know, when skool reopens, I wun be able to do so le…

Indeed, ever since after the supp papers, I seem to have no worries at all and I reeli luv it… its like I can do anything I want anytime… hmmm… Xmas is drawing near but yet, I dun feel the existence of it at all… perhaps becoz here is Singapore so the atmosphere isn’t tt close to tt of in western countries…. Jus hope to spend one of my Christmas in England… there are like snow there and lots of decorations in the streets where you can really feel the living atmosphere of Xmas…

Xmas also puts an end to the end of the year… This year is really considered a fulfilling year for me and whoah… time reeli flies… But still can remember the day when I got my O level results… all the cries and joys with my frenz … and then can still remember I got chicken pox during January and I was like a dead chicken at home….

Then, cums the F4 concert on Feb 12th… knw what? I still keep the light stick that I had been shaking for that whole nite… F4 concert… to say fun…errr… it wasn’t actually… maybe its just that excited feeling when I see zaizai on stage but definitely, it’s aint fun at all… Its actually sort of tiring ya know… having to chase them and then waste money… to think of it now, its really silly of me… Sigh… my mum was like so worry for my safety when chasing F4 that she couldn’t even have peace at work tt she kept calling and calling my hp… I that time was like.. sort of irritated by her coz I was chasing them in the van and she kept calling… Come to think of it, I was really guilty and here, I seek God for forgiveness…. Now I see…. I dun see why would I even want to see F4 for they dun even know tt I exist… At the most they smile at you and say hi then you go gaga all over but then again, its aint worth it at all… coz that smile you get from them caused the worries of your parents that were waiting at home… that ‘hi’ they say to you cost you a whole deal of long wasting time for their arrival…

Saw from TV that Zaizai is cutting new album but definitely, I wun go chase him when he cums… hee, I wun even go and see him not to say chase… might as well put my energy on other stuffs… but of course would buy his album but I wun go and buy those different editions… jus one would do… Now mi also not crazy over him liao… hah I even throw most of the posters away… aniwae I new hse oso cnt paste… I started to feel that idol thingy is drifting away from me… I no longer need them for any motivation for I had already knew that I do things not bcz of them… but its coz of me and my future and my family… Maybe if zaizai wasn’t that handsome, I wun even fall for his funny character.. honestly thou…

Enuff of that… whew.. this year reeli many things happen… then I can still remember I was working in the factory and got all so tired but for the sake of expenses, I continued… Then, I changed to teaching tution.. ha got to see those innocence of the little kids… Okay lah, I will do a recap on this year after Xmas… now no mood to blog…

... seen through it and moved on.

Saturday, December 13, 2003
12/13/2003 10:10:00 PM


Hi everyone out there! ** Ducks rotten eggs ** Okie… I noe I noe… mi veri long did not blog liao… Coz I busy with my new house thingy and other stuffs mah! =) Forgive mi kay? Now I will blog …

Hmmm… about two weeks ago, I was still busy with my supp papers thingy.. coz I fail one subject mah… Sigh… mi very down during that time coz whole class oni I need to take supp papers.. Very ‘lucky’ right?? Well but soon, I pluck up my mood and put all my focus onto the subject coz I dun wanna fail again… Knw what?? I attended the revision lecture alone sia!! So LONELY… and then, I was struggling through the weekends to study hard …STRESS MAN!!

Finally that dae when it was the supp exam, I was bloody nervous and I tried all my best to answer all the questions… after the paper, I was bloody damn HAPPY!! I felt so RELAX and joyful!! I was even gladder yesterday when I got my results! Yeah!! I pass my supp exam!! HOOIIIIIIIPPEEEEEEE!! I now can go to the next semester smoothly…

Now, I have learnt a lesson from God that I should always be serious in my studies and not to fool around with it. I also thanked him that I passed the supp paper… but when during the supp paper revision, I reeli study hard… Soon after the supp exam iz over, I relax relax relax enjoy enjoy enjoy!! I spend most of my time typing stories and reading comics!! Heee, dunno why but I was really spending all my money buying junks of detective comics to kill time! =) HAHA! But sometimes also go out see see the furniture for my new house!

My house now under renovation and I will be moving in less than 1 month time… will be before Jan 14… Mi looking forward to my new house… my new room but I would definitely miss Pasir Ris and Loyang Point!! Hahaha… especially those times spend with Siew wen to meet up and go Loyang Point for lunch or dinner… I also will miss taking Bus 359 with Siew wen…. Hmmmm I will miss the Beehoon and laksa here… I will miss One-Stop minimart and the park in front of my house… Sob Sob…. Also not to forget Loyang Sec… Ewwwwwwww!!!!! YUCKS!! Who would miss that freaking school?? LOLZZZ. But I’m sure to go back to Pasir Ris occasionally coz its also part of my hometown to me… Really will miss it here… so peaceful and quiet…

During this two weeks, my sis also come back and stay… dunno what she say if now dun stay then next time no chance liao coz moving soon… but she went home to my Grandma there yesterday… and now, Mi alone again lor! =) Hahaha she help mi to remove some of the posters in my room… WAHLIAO!! Zao Zhi Dao dun paste so many posters!! We had a hard time taking them down with those blue tacks thingy…. Remove those blue tacks until my fingers also swollen… But new house I can’t paste liao… Mi throw some of the posters away… waste $$$ hor?? Sigh…. But I also keep some I like one… maybe new house will oni paste one or two… Come to think of those daes where mi so siao over F4 will pengzzz… …

A few days ago, mi also spend the whole day packing some of my stuffs into parcels cos my mum say if now dun pack, sure got no time left… wow!! Mi throw many things away!! Mi pack most of my story books, toys and other craps liao… but still got summore haven pack…

Okie lah, mi will blog until here and I hope to see you guys soon! =) Bye and take car

... seen through it and moved on.