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Tuesday, November 25, 2003
11/25/2003 11:04:00 PM



Well, I say I will only be back to blog when I had found something interesting to talk about. Okay, now I have got one… haha got the inspiration from Huimin… where she blog about her childhood times.

Hmm… can you actually remember how you look like during your childhood days? I cant really remember but I suppose I must be just like any other kids, where Mummy goes market the child stay at one side of the market, waiting for her Mummy while licking her ice-cream or lollipop. Does anyone out there find this image familiar? Or when your mummy is in the medical hall buying stuffs, you waited outside at the counter where they sell herbal tea. And like, you would be standing there drinking your chrysanthemum tea while waiting.

There might be times when you waited for too long and would start to cry for fear that your Mummy would abandon you. What about errmmm… when you are naughty sometimes, your Mummy uses bad characters from TV serials to scare you and you actually believed they exists that you don’t dare be naughty for some time. Or maybe myths like a monster under your bed or devil which eats naughty children, which scare you out of your wits. Amazing at how innocent and timid a little kid’s heart is right? But that’s them, believing things easily and feeling insecure instantly. I’m sure all of us were like that when we are small…

When we are small kids, we might trusts easily but yet, there’s no motives inside us… just pure and innocent… when we smile, we really smile… a genuine smile which comes directly from the heart unlike some adults who smiled with a knife under it… when we cry, we really do… we don’t even have the idea of what’s shedding crocodile tears… we forgive and forget easily…

Perhaps as kids, we got satisfied easily… Just a chocolate, going to the playground or even just buying sweets can make us felt like heaven… we didn’t demand much… maybe just more candies and that’s it… and when we talk, we really voice out our opinions without hiding them…

But as we grew up, we want more… from sweets, chocolates to maybe a school bag to a disc man to pretty clothes and then handphones etc… finally a laptop or whatever… but then again, we realized that the happiness we have in teenage years or adulthood is already poles apart from that of childhood days… We don’t really get satisfied easily… we want more… we become ambitious…

As we stepped into the adulthood or perhaps, as we grow, that innocence in us slowly died off… we can no more depend of our parents nor can we cry over what we want like when we were kids. If we want something, we must fight to achieve it… we are no longer that kinda mummy girl or mummy boy… we are just us, learning what’s independence…

We started to ‘see’ the bad side of human… that thing we never see or perhaps never understood when we were kids…
Anyway, has anyone ever think how you would look like in ten years time?? Or maybe in fifty years time??

For me, hmmmmm… ten years, it seems long but yet, time flies…I hope that by then, I would be that someone carrying a big bag behind me and touring the world alone, enjoying the most beautiful sceneries and views…It doesn’t matter how long I would take to travel or where my home would be… perhaps, my home is just anywhere as long as there’s love and warmth… I’d never want to imagine myself working in an office, leading a systematic life…Yew…. Yuks!

What about in 50 years time?? Have you ever pictured how you would be like by then?

For me, wow… in 50years time I am already 67 years old… poof! Maybe by then I would be sitting on an armchair at the backyard, watching my grandchildren playing with one another… Then perhaps, one of them would come to me and say , “Popo… how do you look like when you are young?? What is your life like?�

Then, I would smile at him behind my glasses… then, all would gather in front of me, sitting in a circle, waiting attentively for me to begin…And I would retrace the past and then, tell them what am I like in my childhood, teenage life and adult life…66

Cool….


... seen through it and moved on.