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Thursday, November 27, 2003
11/27/2003 10:53:00 PM


Life. What’s Life? Some might say life is just like a mountain. Full of steep slopes. While some might say life is just like a long endless stretch of road. One would never know what’s ahead until he or she takes the initiative to make the first step. For others, they might refer life as a stage of performance. Each and everyone have their own stage, where they develop their own story with people surrounding them. Some ended happily while others, sad. However, whatever the ending of each individual’s story is, it’s always distinctive and never the same as any other one.

Life is full of ups and downs. Each and everyday is like a gift from God or perhaps, a challenge set in front by God for as to take on. He set us the day ahead but he doesn’t write what we are going to do. It’s up to us to complete it. That is, we write our own story and of course thru the process, whatever the outcome our story will be, its more or less influenced by people around us… In life, there will be high peaks and low peaks. Of course, everyone hopes to be at the high peaks always. However, life’s not gonna make it easy for us to stay at the high peaks for long. One needs to fight for it. To work hard. To show that he deserves to stay at the high peak.

Everyone have ambitions and dreams in their life. Some might wish to earn a million by a specified time. Some might inspire to become someone famous. For some might just be contented as long as they are happy and their family is safe. What about you? What are your dreams and goals? However if one was far too ambitious, he will never be happy for he will never had enough no matter how much he gained. If it were me, I rather be that one who was perhaps, a nobody in this world but yet, easily self-contented. Coz what matters most in life is being happy.

Sometimes, while pursuing for a goal, one might be too obsessed with it that he neglected things around him. When he finally got what he wants. He realized that it’s actually not what he really wants. What he wants is in reality, just beside him all along the while. Just that being too possess with pursuing his goals, he neglected it. Finally when he realizes it, that thing is already gone… never being able to come back.

In some situations, there might be changes. However, one could never change the fact that remains. For example, I took a piece of paper and folded it into a shape or folded it into a figure. And then, I let you guess what it is. What will be your answer?? An aeroplane? A boat? A crane? A cup?

If you ask me for the answer, I would tell you. The answer is ‘paper’. That is, no matter how I folded that paper into whatever shape, it is still a paper. The fact remains. In life, yes. There might often be changes evolving around us and thru it, it changes you and your behavior or perspective. However, no matter what you become or how to the extend you have changed. You are still yourself. The unique you… There would never be a second you or someone to replace you…

Okie.. that’s it. Xia Ke Le (End of ‘class’)!!

Students: ***Rise from seat and bows*** Thank You Miss Lu!!







... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, November 25, 2003
11/25/2003 11:04:00 PM



Well, I say I will only be back to blog when I had found something interesting to talk about. Okay, now I have got one… haha got the inspiration from Huimin… where she blog about her childhood times.

Hmm… can you actually remember how you look like during your childhood days? I cant really remember but I suppose I must be just like any other kids, where Mummy goes market the child stay at one side of the market, waiting for her Mummy while licking her ice-cream or lollipop. Does anyone out there find this image familiar? Or when your mummy is in the medical hall buying stuffs, you waited outside at the counter where they sell herbal tea. And like, you would be standing there drinking your chrysanthemum tea while waiting.

There might be times when you waited for too long and would start to cry for fear that your Mummy would abandon you. What about errmmm… when you are naughty sometimes, your Mummy uses bad characters from TV serials to scare you and you actually believed they exists that you don’t dare be naughty for some time. Or maybe myths like a monster under your bed or devil which eats naughty children, which scare you out of your wits. Amazing at how innocent and timid a little kid’s heart is right? But that’s them, believing things easily and feeling insecure instantly. I’m sure all of us were like that when we are small…

When we are small kids, we might trusts easily but yet, there’s no motives inside us… just pure and innocent… when we smile, we really smile… a genuine smile which comes directly from the heart unlike some adults who smiled with a knife under it… when we cry, we really do… we don’t even have the idea of what’s shedding crocodile tears… we forgive and forget easily…

Perhaps as kids, we got satisfied easily… Just a chocolate, going to the playground or even just buying sweets can make us felt like heaven… we didn’t demand much… maybe just more candies and that’s it… and when we talk, we really voice out our opinions without hiding them…

But as we grew up, we want more… from sweets, chocolates to maybe a school bag to a disc man to pretty clothes and then handphones etc… finally a laptop or whatever… but then again, we realized that the happiness we have in teenage years or adulthood is already poles apart from that of childhood days… We don’t really get satisfied easily… we want more… we become ambitious…

As we stepped into the adulthood or perhaps, as we grow, that innocence in us slowly died off… we can no more depend of our parents nor can we cry over what we want like when we were kids. If we want something, we must fight to achieve it… we are no longer that kinda mummy girl or mummy boy… we are just us, learning what’s independence…

We started to ‘see’ the bad side of human… that thing we never see or perhaps never understood when we were kids…
Anyway, has anyone ever think how you would look like in ten years time?? Or maybe in fifty years time??

For me, hmmmmm… ten years, it seems long but yet, time flies…I hope that by then, I would be that someone carrying a big bag behind me and touring the world alone, enjoying the most beautiful sceneries and views…It doesn’t matter how long I would take to travel or where my home would be… perhaps, my home is just anywhere as long as there’s love and warmth… I’d never want to imagine myself working in an office, leading a systematic life…Yew…. Yuks!

What about in 50 years time?? Have you ever pictured how you would be like by then?

For me, wow… in 50years time I am already 67 years old… poof! Maybe by then I would be sitting on an armchair at the backyard, watching my grandchildren playing with one another… Then perhaps, one of them would come to me and say , “Popo… how do you look like when you are young?? What is your life like?�

Then, I would smile at him behind my glasses… then, all would gather in front of me, sitting in a circle, waiting attentively for me to begin…And I would retrace the past and then, tell them what am I like in my childhood, teenage life and adult life…66

Cool….


... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, November 20, 2003
11/20/2003 10:39:00 PM


Well, hadn’t blog for some time so here I am now…

Finally after staying at home for 2 weeks, I made my first step out of the house today to meet my friends for buffet. Mi, Huimin, Siew wen, Joyce, Celine aka tie jing gang and Esther met at Eastpoint for the Buffet feast.

As known and predicted, our dear Celine is… unfortunately again the last to arrive.. Hahahaha… Okie, nvm… we had fun at Han River eating buffet and crapping. Actually, its been a long time since we gathered together and I’m so happy for Celina and Siew wen that it is their last paper.. at last they can relax and enjoy w/o worries liao…

During buffet, I find that some of us played a significant role LOL… example, I am in charge of BBQing chicken and meat for Huimin. Celine is in charge of the eggs, Joyce is in charge of refilling the soup when its not enuff… Siew wen is responsible for BBQing beef for us… as for Huimin, she is in charge of peeling prawns and taking photos…

After the feast, we went jalan jalan at TM.. hee, I had bough Wilber Pan CD… Hmmm listening to it now and man!! His songs are GREAT!! Later, play pool lor… then we go our separate ways… Mi and Siew wen went to white sands a while and I bought a detective comic book coz its been a long time since I get myself engage with detective stuffs…

Okie tts all… why so short?? Hmmm actually quite lots of fun things happen today but I hate recapping everything and typing down… just dun like repeating so I will just give a very brief summary and leave the rest to my frenz for them to type in their blog..

Hereby, wish Joyce a very happy bdae and may your dreams come true!! May ur bai ma wang zi soon appear!! =)

PS: Mi took the test and I am this:



Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!


... seen through it and moved on.

Friday, November 14, 2003
11/14/2003 04:49:00 PM


Hey there! I had just found something interesting from winglin site:

“Leaf’s departure was because of wind’s pursuit. Or is it because tree did not make her stay?�

Interesting quote right? Well, its actually a love story written by someone and I feel that what this author said was meaningful. I like her quote of the story so I thought of just sharing it with you people…

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Knw what? I break record liao.. I hadn’t step out of my house for a week~!! Not even a single step! =) Suppose there’s nothing interesting outside too.. Come on! Its so hot outside with the stupid sun blazing in the sky. Wun it be better to spend time at home? At least I feel peaceful at home…

Next week, I will be getting my results back.. hmm…. pretty prepared and know what grades I will get so must study real hard this time for the retake..

Okie, that’s all for today, will come back and blog once I had tot of an interesting topic…

Lots of Love;
~Emilyn~




... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, November 13, 2003
11/13/2003 12:47:00 AM


Nothing much interesting or funny happened today but still, I’m blogging to let you guys know that I’m still living in this world. ALIVE!!!

Just now, I was star gazing at my house balcony. Woah!! There are a lot of stars tonight and the moon was round. I didn’t even realize it till now and to think I actually spend time to gaze at the stars. Its nice and beautiful, twinkling in the sky and how I wished I could have one of the stars…

Here’s something interesting quotes I had found:

“I think dogs were put in this world to remind humanity that love, loyalty, devotion, courage persistence, and good humour are the qualities that, with honesty, are the essence of admirable character and the very definition of a life well lived.� – Dean Koontz [Seize the Night]

“The future success depends on getting yourself to do what you have to do even when the ‘I don’t want to’ thoughts and ‘I don’t feel like it’ feelings get into your way.’ – Source Unknown

... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, November 11, 2003
11/11/2003 10:52:00 PM


Wellzzz I wasn’t really feeling good today. Got a heavy flu… couldn’t stop sneezing. Hmmmm I wonder who’s out there missing me… But now, I’m much much much better…

This morning, I was awakened by a call from my student. She told me her results for science. She was not very happy because she got a band 3 and there goes her star cruise trip. Nevertheless, she had made improvement. There was improvement in her Maths, Chinese and English. I’m quite relieved she got good grades and also, it at least cheered up my mood to learn that she has done well. Can you believe it? I talked to her over the phone for about half an hour. Me fancy talking to a primary 3 girl for so long. But to tell the truth, I feel good chatting with her… Chat what?? Ha, we talk about the stuffs in skool and she chatted about her classmates.. Mi really loved the innocence in children. They are not at all hesitant to say anything and this forms a heart relieving conversation.

Yay!! Finally I had completed my second story =) Was indeed happy to complete it… Therefore after this week, I must put all my focus in my studies liao… And to all my frenz out there who were feeling stress for the examz, dun be!! Life isn’t what it can gives but what it can takes. Lets work hard together hand in hand… Come on! Don’t sulk.. its not the end of the world… Remember to take time for relaxation too.. dun open up your books 24/7… like tt not good. Take care there!! Here’s something interesting for you guys:

I thanked God for the stress given..
Coz it builds up my determination..
I thanked God for the intense workload..
Coz it trains my discipline..

I thanked God for the tiring race..
Coz it maintains my perseverance..
I thanked God for the shortage of time given to me…
Coz it builds up my efficiency…

I thanked God for those challenges ahead…
Coz it gives me a chance to fight the devil…
I thanked God for needing to do the same things again..
Coz I’m given a second chance to try…

I thanked God for those setbacks in life..
Coz it creates a humble me…
I thanked God for sending me to the darkness…
Coz it makes appreciate the light…

I thanked God for the tough battle…
Coz it tells me not to underestimate my opponents..
I thanked God for all he gave..
Coz it creates a better me..

How was it?? I created this myself… hope it does not sound stupid…
Okie, cheer up my frenz!! Take good care wor!! =)

Lotz of Love;
~Emilyn~

... seen through it and moved on.

Monday, November 10, 2003
11/10/2003 02:25:00 PM


Woot woot!! I had changed my layout and I kinda loved it a lot.. People, wat do you think of it then?? Well, I hadn’t been blogging for a few days so I’m now back due to popular demand by the audience **Darts rotten eggs**. Okie, I will cut the crap lah… now I will pour out my thoughts.

Its already the vacations now and my results will be out next Sat. I knw that I’m gonna fail at least 2 subjects and will have to go back skool retake during December. My friends tell me not to be too pessimistic as the result weren’t out yet.. but I know myself best. How am I going to pass when I did not even finish 50% of the paper?? I just hope that during the retake, I would pass coz I still want to continue this course…

But then to think again, life is actually not bad to me after all… I mean at least, I’m given a second chance to do the exam… Must Jiayou! But oso sort of pathetic… Why?? People during December enjoying themselves liao and I still had to go bck to the campus… Tts life aniwae… full of ups and downs..

Well, I had not started studying for the retake exams… Come on! I need a BREAK =) I have not step out of the house eversince last Thursday I reached home during my last paper… Hahaha I was all the while staying at home, not even making a step outta the house … I did not even open up my books to study! But hey!! I ain’t slacking… I had been by the computer and typing stories… really had fun typing stories and posting them… Knw what?? I ‘m gonna complete my 3rd story liao… heyhey… I’m not bragging lah… just feel a sense of accomplishment that I had completed something.. it makes me at least knw tt I’m not tt useless… If there’s a course in poly which is about writing stories, I would sure quit my current course and be the first one to join…

Know what?? At the stories website, there is an idiot who copied a writer’s stories and claimed that it was hers… Arghhhh wat a low morale person!! How can she copy that person story, word by word??!! In the end, this victim complained to the boardmaster of the website and the boardmaster deleted both their stories… Sigh… but lucky for this author thou, she had a die hard fan of hers who sent her a copy of her story… If I sway sway kana this kinda thing, wahpiang! I dunno what I would do… Choy Choy!! Tounchwood!!

By the way, I’m sure you guys had heard of a new boy group called K-one rite?? Kaozzz.. they are just the copyright of Energy… no wonder many people dun like them and of course, I’m one of those people…. Their costumes, dance steps and music is such a replica of Energy’s one… Come on!! Be original!! Based on looks, they so-so only lar… compared to Energy, yi ge tian yi ge di…. Based on dancing, of course Energy would win them by a zillion ton lah!! Buden oso cannot blame them lah… who tell them cum in after Energy where the latter had already stand an important place in their fanz’ hearts… Buden hor… they really imitating Energy lehzz….

Till now, I still cant go msn nor check mail… blame it all on the disable of my computer cookies… but at least I still can post stories and go other webbies… morever, my PC did not gave me much problem lah… Ya knw.. zhuo ren yao zhi chu chang le.. Get wat I mean?? Hee… =p

I most properly would start study next week so frenz, if you are studying, call me along and push me k?? Take care for now and may you be filled with wonderful blessings by God for the examz… Bye and take care!!!! =)

Lots of Love;
~Emilyn~


... seen through it and moved on.

Friday, November 07, 2003
11/07/2003 11:32:00 PM


Exams are over but now, I’ve got no mood to enjoy. I think I would have to retake some of the tests during December coz I know I would fail. So, I must ready study hard this time.

There a paper, which I did not even finished 50% of it… I had got no time as I need to plot a mind map for the exam too and while doing the mind map, one hour had passed and I hadn’t even completed it so I skipped to the long structured questions but I have got no time to finish. I felt very worried coz I know I would fail this subject. This subject is a core subject of my course thus, if I fail my retaken test again. I would be exempted from the course of study. I wouldn’t be able to study this course anymore.

Im really worried that I would not have enuff time to complete again during my retake… this subject is an open book test thus, its all time I need to manage well. Lotz of my classmates couldn’t finish on time too but I guess im worse than them…

Just now, my student called and told me about her results. Well, im reeli happy for her coz there is improvement in her results. I felt so consoled and my mood turned better. All this while during my exams, I had been giving her tution at night as her exams date clashed with mine. Im glad that there’s progress in her, Thanks God for the blessing =)

Now, for this week at least, I dun wan to study first. I need a break now. Lots of ideas are running in my mind and I had type some chapters of my stories. I enjoyed typing stories as it gives me satisfaction and happiness. It makes me realized that I’m not that useless after all….

I had just started a new story and I am doing it on Jay and Selina coz I find them quite compatible…

Now, I just hope that I will pass my test during the retake coz I reeli cant afford to fail. I dunwan to be exempted from my course.

To all of my frenz out there. All the very best for the examz.. we will hold on together hand in hand till the last minute… Lets fight this battle with Faith and Confidence!=)
Take very good care… Bye…




... seen through it and moved on.

Monday, November 03, 2003
11/03/2003 12:14:00 AM


OMG! OMG! Edison got new movie liao!! Its called my spy dad!! LOLZ I gonna watch after examz.. but then again.. dunno will it be shown in Spore ornot.. BUT IM NOW VERY HAPPY!! He got movie again.. Fast rite??

The movie oso got Gillian… Gill and Ed.. my dream couple!! Hope it is shown in spore.. its a comedy cum action movie… I WANNA WATCH!!

Okie lah… gotta go study.. will blog more after the examz..

... seen through it and moved on.