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Wednesday, October 29, 2003
10/29/2003 09:52:00 PM


Aloha! Hereby to slack off some study time to blog… Now, I realized tt I hv gt not enuff time to study so I must make use of my time well…

Yesterday, during afternoon got headache so at first tot of not joining Siew wen and Celine to study. But later, Celine persuaded me to go so in the end I go. Lucky she persuaded me sia! If not I would be sleeping at home and did not study. Thanks Celine!

We went to Siew wen’s house to study.. hmmm manage to squeeze 2 chapters of POM into my brain… at least got did some revision… we had fun laughing and joking. Knw what? Celine sae sumtin real very super bhb… she tell me not to blog here… okie lah.. I respect her… dun bring up the joke here… Hahahaha so it will be a secret between me , Siew wen and Celine aka Tie Jing Gang aka soundbox aka xiao tian tian aka etc (WOW!! I never knw she got so many nicks…)

When studying, I kept on thinking of cheesecakes and I reeli feel like eating one… hmmm shall go and grab sum tml…. After studying till bout 8pm, we packed up and headed to Loyang Point for our dinner. We ate at Mac… Hv fun chatting with Celine and Siew wen… of course, we crap too… Mind you, Crapping is FUN.

After dinner, we went to G’value supermarket to tour around…. Then send Celine to the bus stop…

Tomorrow, I hope I will be able to meet them up to study again… hmmm tml is Celine’s O’level Chem Practical.. Hereby I would like to wish her all the best. She can do it! I knw she can! Celine, JIAYOU!

Okie, tt will be the end of my blog for today… I might not be blogging till after my examz!! To all my frenz out there! Study hard for the examz and all the best. Take good care! =)

Best Wishes;
~*~Emilyn~*~



... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, October 26, 2003
10/26/2003 09:23:00 PM


Like what I had expected, I dint study for the weekends… was enjoying deepavli and the wonderful weekends… guess I would have to start revision tml or else… …

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Topic—Love and Friendship. Which one will you choose???

My point of view—Both … definitely both…. Coz if there’s love there will be friendship…there wun be friendship without love… both are related… Thus Friendship = Love

However, it may not be so coz it get disappointing when these cums in – Betrayal, negligence, taking things for granted…., selfishness, impatience etc…

When I mean LOVE, it can be of all kinds…. Not only those stupid boliao BGR…. Get it?? Sigh… I find it pointless to type my life coz nothing much to say so I might as well put up tiz topic…

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Okay… no shit to tok bout already… just blog only for the sake of blogging and nothing else…

End of Blog Song—Its my Life by Bon Jovi

Worst Wishes;
~*~Emilyn~*~










... seen through it and moved on.

Friday, October 24, 2003
10/24/2003 01:41:00 PM


Today is Deepavali… so no skool… now at home Cho Bo Lan…. No mood to study…
Know what? yesterday was the last lesson with my class and soon examz will start. Next year , we wun be in the same class… I kinda will miss my frenz.. most of my class mates are nice people… Next week no skool coz its study week so must make use of the opportunity to study.. but I reeli got no mood for it…
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Yesterday during lunch I ask my friends if izzit possible for me to catch up with all the topics in one week. Know what one of my fren Shikin sae? She sae- [ The impossible is only for the untried.] Super sia!! I reeli agree with what she say… So, I must work hard….

After lesson, we spend some time together in the computer lab play our own games and serve the net.. coz this is most properly the last time we can do this together. Next yr, we will be in different classes and hv different time tables.. reeli cant bear to part with my frenz.. Although I had only known them for barely 3 months, I felt tt I had known them for a very long time…

God, I will treasure them and not take them for granted… Thanks for sending nice people in my life, they make me look forward to things on the bright side. God, thanks for sending me nasty people in my life, they make me stronger and buck up harder….

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Last nite got one stupid Ka chua (cockroach) cum into my room, I so scared tell my father catch… Dunno why those ka chuas nowadays so nutritional… I spray the insecticide so many times but it still wun die…

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HooHoo… I should be shifting house ard mid November.. Like shit sia.. Then I cant serve the net for quite some time… sigh….. Coz the Internet line will be cut off… most properly staying at my auntie house till the renovation of my new house is ready…

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To all my frenz out there… exams cuming…. But besides studying, do take time for relaxation too!! Gee.. all the best to all of you…
Take care!=)
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End of Blog Song – QingTian by Jay...







... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, October 21, 2003
10/21/2003 10:06:00 PM


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Now is 9.34 pm.. Reach home at ard 3 plus today. Shiok sia!! Didn’t attend lectures today again… know wat? I met one of my dearest fren, Joyce at the bus stop today while going home… quite some time no see her liao.. haha.. we chatted a while about school life and examzz till my bus come..

Hoo hee har… I didn’t go home straight.. I went to White Sands buy sushi.. very long no eat liao… yum yum… nice!! Know wat? I slept from 4 plus till 7pm, when my father wake me up!! SIOK AGAIN!! Never had such long naps for a long time liao…

Then watch the Holland V… its is getting more and more sian nowadays… not as comedy liao…

Hee hee, tml no school…. Actually its not no skool larz… but tml oni got 1 hour lecture so I decided to ponteng… I hour only leh.. go for wat?? Might as well stay at home… …

Heard from Siew wen over the phone juz now tat Celine aka Tie Jin Gang is gonna go her house study tonite..=) Hope tml can meet them out for breakfast…

My examz also 2 weeks away… not much time left.. Must start revision by this week.. hope I can pass larz… I dun ask for good grades.. just gimme a pass I happy liao…

Know what?!! I also dunno why but I watched West Side story yesterdae leh!! Summore its starring 5566, the most bloody band in the whole universe!! But I think I watch is becoz the plot not bad.. I mean I cant possibly dun watch beocz of them rite?? HAHAHAH Kym Ng inside the show very funny!! But I find tt the stances in the show are too exaggerating… and also, inside got a guy looks a lot like Toro.. I keep on mistaking him as Toro… However, I fnd tt it would surely be better if they let ENERGY (the most “SHA� bans) act instead of 5566.

Hmmm reeli looking forward to examz over… Sigh… next year might not be in same class with my frenz so much treasure the remaining days…

Okie… blog till here… btw, JAY CHOU the QingTian very nice!! I knoe I sae tons of times liao but its reeli nice!!

Bye bye!!

End of blog Song—QingTian By JAY

Best Wishes
~*~LooneyLu Emilyn~*~
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... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, October 19, 2003
10/19/2003 03:22:00 PM

Nice song it is by Bon Jovi... really reflects my feelings now..
To rebel .. To shout.. To hack the world.. To kick the Crap!!!!


This ain't a song for the broken - hearted
No silent prayer for the faith - departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live foreverI just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!

... seen through it and moved on.

Saturday, October 18, 2003
10/18/2003 04:39:00 PM

Didn’t blog the past few days coz too lazy to type all those routine shits in my life…

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Life is getter sucker than ever…

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I’m forgotten in this world…

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Wanna shout and pout all those troubles out…

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Hope to get my diploma soon… Cant wait to graduate…

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Yeahzzz mi starting to love loneliness…. Its not bad actually…

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5566 SUX… LIFE SUX…

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BYE BYE BYE!!!!

End of Blog song- Any song with the F letter word inside. FU*K.

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... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, October 16, 2003
10/16/2003 11:14:00 AM

Okie.. mi was too lazy to blog yesterdae… Whew!!!! The presentation went all well yesterdae.. Happi tt it was over.. Coz it means I need not wake up early for boliao meetings nor do I need to see the pple I dun like anymore!! CHEERS!!! =)

Know wat? During the day before the presentation my grp member last minute then remind me tt presentation dae muz wear white collar shirt.. I was like.. wat the hell??!!! Last minute then tell mi as if I got time to go and buy and make decisions w/o telling me!! They all got white except for me.. Selfish isn’t it?? If wanna wear wat should tell me in advance wat!! I felt like slapping her face.

When I told her tt I dun hv white, she go and make the decision by asking one of our classmates to lend me.. but wat if can’t fit?? Wats gonna happen??!! I “walao� to her… too angry liao… Know wat she reply?? She sae “You walao for wat?� Wahpiang!! She last minute then tell me still got the cheek to sae tiz!! Damn tui by her…

So no choice, last minute called my mother to accompany me go buy the shirt .. heng luckily got one… Thanks God…

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YIPEE!! Tml no skool!! Yeah man!! Another wonderful Friday!! Buden muz study… two more weeks left…

End of Blog Song – Qing Tian by Jay

... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, October 14, 2003
10/14/2003 11:44:00 AM


Mind you.. now in the CSA and in less than an hour’s time, my CSA online test will begin but I hadn’t even study yet!! Reeli a computer nerd man!! Dunno how to do MS Excel!! Cham liao… sure die… but I reeli dun wanna retake tiz subject next year!! It’s the most crappy subject ya knw?? Hee, my frenz oso dunno how to do but who cares? The tutor oso dunno how to teach properly.. every lesson like toking to the PC like tat.

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Hmm… very happy man!! Yesterday I was serving the net and I found that the movie Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban will be in threatres next yr June!! YAY!! Cant wait to watch. June 2004 might be still far but then… to think again, its actually not long.. time flies ya know!! Okie, below are sum of the pics taken during the shooting of Harry Potter part 3:


Harry Potter and Professor Macgonall (Dunno how to spell)


Hermoine Granger pointing her wand at Draco Malfoy


Harry's encounter wif the Knight Bus


And also, harry potter and the globet of fire will commece shooting at april nxt yr!!
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Just now went to read Huimin’s blog. Hmmm looks like she and I are facing the same kinda problems now… - grp members not cooperative enuff… For her is tt they dun wanna do work. For mine iz tt they control us, give us work not caring we like ornot as though they leaders like tt… But who cares?? I dun even give them a hack… hmm maybe at first was kinda pissed off but after some thinking, feel tt its not worth it lah.

Huimin, cheer up.. tiz kinda pple are not worth your time to get angry. Ya know, being angry with sumone is equal to punishing urself with other pple’s mistake. Know wat I mean? Jus ignore them and go ahead. If they dun wanna cooperate then just do ur part and hack care them… although it is grp work but who cares if they dun even care? Right? So cheer up .. juz visualize them as hooligans not worth ur time. Take care too!! =)

After exams we go jalan jalan, makan makan… Wellz all the best to you.. Take care !! =)
To all my frenz out there too.. good luck for ur exams!! Tts all I can sae for now…

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End of Blog song- Di Yi Shi Jian by F4

... seen through it and moved on.

Monday, October 13, 2003
10/13/2003 12:30:00 PM


Now in the computer lab… hee hoo .. todae got no Lcm lessons but my class iz susing the time for OP reharsal together so tt Wednesday would br prepared. See?? My class oso quite hardworking and united lar…

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Hmm.. the main screen computer got problem thus, the rehearsal haven start.. the class rap has went to call a technician… so, I make use of now to blog…

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Surprise by the way I blog ?? I mean I break all my paragraphs.. suppose tt is to separate my thinkings and how I feel lah…

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OMG!! Tml got CSA Excel online test… haven revise.. dun even knw wat shit the subject is toking about. Knw what?? I hadn’t been attending CSA lectures for a long long time… so far oni attend lecture 2 times frm the start of sch tiz semester. Hahaha all my fren.. most of them oso skip the lectures… Heard that each week got less than 50% of students from law and mgt course attending CSA lecture each week…

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Okie… the presentation rehearsal is starting liao… gtg… Bye!!

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Hahahah!!!!!! now sum of my classmates toking bout Infernal affairs... looks like they are oso crazy over Ed and Shawn...

End of Blong song- Right here waiting (Richard Martx)


... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, October 12, 2003
10/12/2003 11:09:00 PM

Went out during the evening for dinner with my family. All the 4 of us went to Swensen’s and eat. Also bought a blazer for presentation on Wed. Hoo Hee ar woo… the Wed presentation is bloody damn important.. must perform well cos if not will not only affect my grades, but oso my grp members wan…

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Nowadays very angry!! My computer dunno wat happen .. I just cant check mail nor can I go msn. Sigh…. Hope this shit thing stops soon if not I will go MAD.
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Just finished my post reading assignment. Phew.. took me a long time man!! Whats worse is tat it only covers 10% of the subject. But then again…. 10% also can make a difference!!

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Now listening to the Jay Chou album. The album not bad lar.. love QingTian man!!

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Dunno why but still cant forget the movie infernal affairs. Not because the movie is nice or wat… I also dunno why am I still thinking of that movie. Btw, Tay Ping Hui oso got act inside. Siew wen and I were so shocked to see his face in the movie!! Got one old actor from TCS oso got act.

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Oh Ya!! Jay chuo ai qing xuan ya oso quite nice!! Now listening to tiz track.

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Dunno why but I feel that the people around me are getting lesser and lesser as time goes by…. Seems that in no time, I will be all alone by myself…
Perhaps now it’s the time for me to start loving loneliness….
Coz loneliness might be my partner in no time…

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Good nite….

End of blog song- Words of loneliness by Jolin. (Not because I like her or wat.. its just tt the lyrics happen to describe my thinking and feelings now….)




... seen through it and moved on.

Saturday, October 11, 2003
10/11/2003 11:11:00 PM

Halo!! I’m back to blog!! Er hem… I shall start what I wanna sae now. Reached home during 2plus in the afternoon from group meeting.. hmm ealier than what I had expected… sigh… later must do the post reading assignment… sianzz but tts life aniwaez.

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Yesterday during the morning, the first message I received of the day is tat God has taken Si Er’s mum away. I was surprised and dunno wat to msg back Celine. Nevertheless, this might be the Lord’s way of a better plan… May her soul rest in peace in heaven and may God watch over Si Er and his family. Hereby wanna remind all guys out there… Learn to cherish those around you coz you will never know what’s gonna happen at the next minute. Its never too early to show your love or let them know you love them…
May God bless all my frenz and family…

Actually yesterdae, Celine want to change to watch the movie with me in the afternoon instead of night. But I told her tt she needn’t go… I guess she wun have the mood to watch too… so much things had happened and it would be very bad of me to even still want her to come along… do take care too Celine…

Thus in the end only Siew wen and me go and watch infernal affairs. Hahaha you guess what she told me?? She told me tt because of me, she had watched four mandarin movies… summore all got Edison inside. She tell me tt if she sees Ed next time, she would tell him – [ You know ornot?! I watch 4 of your movies because of my fren ar!]
HAHAHAH I was laughing out loud. Realli enjoyed her company yesterday and we had fun laughing and judging at couples in the public.

Actually the movie infernal affairs so so only lar. But I must reeli credit Anthony Ng and Francis Wu. They are reeli excellent and professional actors. Shawn Yu also quite good. From his eyes, I can see those sadness in him. As for Ed, his acting skills reeli got improvement!! Can see tt he is very serious this time.

In the movie, Ed is a baddie. Wah lan.. he reeli is cold hearted, he can even betrayed the woman he loved and have her killed. Just because of one reason – He loves tt woman very deeply but she rejected his love bluntly as she loves her husband. In this show, Ed ‘s character is like, he would not let others get what he cant have. See?? Love can also get scary… However, when he saw the woman he loved died, there were tears in his eyes. Whenever he comes out, WOAH!! I couldn’t breathe properly!! He is SO SO SO SO the charming with that killer look!!

As for Shawn, he also very pitiful in the movie, just because he wants to be a good man, a good cop, he caused the death of his family. Tragedy rite??

After the movie, Siew Wen and I had supper at the central Mac den we walk home together….

OKIE, will blog until here… need to type my stories now. Bye!!!

End of blog song- Qing Tian by JAY. (HAHAHA Love tiz song!!!)

... seen through it and moved on.

10/11/2003 10:33:00 AM

Geezz now in school computer lab... will update tonite on wat happen yesterday and oso about the movie... Bye!!
PS:Below is something which I find it meaningful.. Ya know.. after reading it, I felt kinda guilty. Mummy!! Love you lotz...



Okie gtg noe, will update tonite. Byeee and take good care my frenz. =)

Have a NICE DAY!!!!

End of Blog song- Shi Shang Chi You MaMa Hao

... seen through it and moved on.

Thursday, October 09, 2003
10/09/2003 11:07:00 AM

OMG!! I was too busy to blog yesterday and it was Shirley’s Bdae!! Okie.. sorry.. sorry.. Me hereby wish Shirley a happy belated birthday and may God bless her abundantly. I hope she enjoys her skool life and may she be surrounded by lotz and lotz of nice people. =)

Sigh… I think sometimes I think too much. I cant help but have a bad feeling tt I would not get to watch the movie tml.. I am now very worried coz I really wanna watch…
Actually there is no skool tml but still must go back for reharshal. Next wed is my OP presentation… so must jiayou.

Exams are also round the corner so I guess I must start my revision soon.. I hope can pass all subjects so dun need to retake next year…

Hahahaha I just sms Lester to ask him want to watch Wu Jian Dao ornot… he reply no coz O levels cuming. Then I sms him bck persuade him to go. Guess what he reply?? He say- [ I cannot go coz if I fail my exams this time, I will have to walk the Wu Jian Dao..]
Hahhahahaha I now in the computer lab and I laugh until peng!! My frenz dunno wat I laughing about….
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Now im not in a good mood.. reeli worried for tml.. celine confirm wif me tt tml she going but I still scared …. U never knw what will happen during the last minute…

End of Blog Song=Cant think of any...





... seen through it and moved on.

Wednesday, October 08, 2003
10/08/2003 01:55:00 PM

Now in computer lab doing project. Sigh.. skip lecture again to complete a project due tml…. Hope tiz fri can watch internal affairs if not I sure will pengzz. Just now Oral Presentation rehearsal hmmm reeli dun like one of my grp members. She is far far far way too dominant and impatient. Gives pple tt impression she tink she very clever.
Okie.. wun talk much about tt girl.. dun waste my blog space…

Now, now I had just created a new webbie under angel fire. Actually I got no mood to create wan but I need the account to download my fanfic pics so I need to create a website within 28days. Coz if not, they would delete my account and I wun have anywhere to download my pics for my fanfics.

Wellz since I already create the webbie, might as well not waste it.. I had decided to link it …
Nah.. this is my another webbie…

www.angelfire.com/falcon/emilynlu/
Okie.. I gtg find articles now…. Just blog to let u guysknw tt I’m still alive…

End Of Blog Song- Its my Life By Bon Jovi

Wellz i choose tiz song coz its reeli my life.. come on to all those pple who wanna shout at me, scream at me or even control me.. there nothing you can do!! Coz, ITS MY LIFE!!!!br>

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... seen through it and moved on.

Tuesday, October 07, 2003
10/07/2003 03:49:00 PM

Aloha!! This blog is specially dedicated for heartthrob Edison!!! Today is his 23rd birthday and hereby, I would like to wish him a very happy birthday. May his days be filled with peace and joy!!! In future, no matter what he do, I wish him luck and may God guide him and give him hopes.

All the best to him in future in whatever he is doing and hope his music company will cut an album for him soon!! Edison Rulez!!

May God bless him and his family!! =)





End Of Blog Song – Any songs Edison likes!!


... seen through it and moved on.

Sunday, October 05, 2003
10/05/2003 11:38:00 PM

Although now Im very lazy to blog, but I think I just type some crap before I sleep lah.

Yay!! Finally goanna watch internal affairs tiz week.. hoo.. at last can get to see Edison’s face. But I dare not pin high hopes that I will be able to watch. Who knows wat will happen in the last minute?? Maybe the higher my hopes, the higher my disappointments. So, just remain neutral lor.. although I will be very sad if I am not able to watch. Guess I should pray…

KNS lar.. tml Mondae liao… so fast. Hope everthings turn out well tml. Hiaz..to me, I felt that the most lonely days would be the exam periods. All my frenz would be busy studying and struggling with their work that they would not have time to entertain or talk to me. They would be closing behind doors and cooped up with books. Sigh.. poor thing… The tension would be bloody tense. Sigh… Singapore education system sux man!! Luckily I know how to enjoy myself during tiz crucial time or I will go bonkers and jump down the building.

Hereby wish all my frenz good luck in their exams. Believe in yourself that you can do it!! God bless!!

There’s something tt has been in my mind. I dunno if im sensitive but I’m quite affected by what one of my frenz say. There was a time when we were talking what we want to be in future thus, I told my this fren tt in future if can, I hope to be an author. Of course I knew its not going to be easy. I have to work hard towards it. This is what my fren replied- “With your standard of B3 in English you think you can be an author ar?�

To tell the truth, I felt very dishearten and thought for quite sometime if im really thinking too high of myself . I knew my this fren is joking but somehow I just don’t like it. Maybe im too sensitive. But it has been in my heart for quite some time thus, I decided to type them out so I would feel better.

Okie, I guess I gtg now. All my frenz out there do take care….

End of Blog Song- Qing Tian by Jay (No choice lar, tiz song too nice)


... seen through it and moved on.

Saturday, October 04, 2003
10/04/2003 10:42:00 PM


Hee Haa Hoo!! Im here to blog again!! Its weekends!! Wonderful weekends… can spent time for myself finally. Actually although this week I did not watch movie, but at least can stay at home type stories. God!! I was typing my stories till very very late last night.

Finally!! I had completed my first story!! I felt a sense of fulfillment… this story took me about 2 months to write. Now, I am starting a new one liao…

I am actually very worried for my coming exams… scared fail must repeat.. but I at home also no mood to study.
Know what, I saw the news just now. In Taiwan, got a pair of old couple… more than 80 years old getting married. They know each other in the old folks home. This is so SWEET!! It shows that love had no boundaries and regardless of your age, its never too late to marry… Hereby wish them happiness and longevity!!

End Of Blog Song – Qing Tian by Jay

... seen through it and moved on.

Friday, October 03, 2003
10/03/2003 04:04:00 PM

Wah… I’m now in the lab session.. watta bad dae I had.. The CSA tutor last minute say got make up session. And all stuffs in skool are kipping me busy.

I hate it lah.. I was so happy and tot tt I will be able to watch Wu Jian Dao tiz weekend but seems like time doesn’t allow me to. All my friends are busy with their own schedules and its so difficult to get them together. It would be meaningless to watch the movie alone so I just hv to wait for a while till my frens are free lor. I nearly cried when I knw I wun be able to watch this week. Coz I reeli wanna watch the movie!!! Got Edison inside.. I bet no one can understand how I feel now..Its like you like something very much but you just can’t get it. It is so near to you and yet you felt so far that you cant reach it.

I need to do something I like so as to de-stress but it seems like life is stopping me from doing this.

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GOD DAMN SHIT!! I jus found out something sad, angry and disappointed…. Will not tell coz I dun wish to share… I dun want anyone to know…

End Of Blog Song – whatever… cnt think of anysong rite now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

... seen through it and moved on.